Mira

By James Winter

Mira was lying on her back, Paul’s cock was pounding her pussy hard and she was rubbing her vibrator on her clit.  She could feel the tingle of an orgasm starting to build but she held it back and just tried to focus on the feeling of the cock in side of her.  She was crying just a little bit.  Finally with a single hard push in Paul came.  Mira finally let the orgasm come and she let out a loud moan. With her free hand she pulled herself as close to Paul as she could, crushing her breasts between their two bodies and holding the vibrator hard against her clit.  She was trying to ride this orgasm out as long as possible.  She shuddered a few more times, feeling Paul’s dick contracting inside of her.  She was breathing hard and was flushed, but after several long seconds it was over.  Paul pulled out of her and sat on the bed not looking at her.

       “Are you mad?” she asked.

       “A little.  It still hurts you know.”

       “I know.  And I am sorry.  I am trying to make it up to you, I do love you and I want you to be happy with me again.”

       “I know you’re trying.  And I do love you.  It’s just going to take some time.”

       “I know.  I wish it didn’t, but I know.”

       Paul got up and went outside to smoke.  Mira lay in the bed trying not to look at the clock. Her mind was a storm of confusion and sadness.  Paul had been the best person in the world to her and she hated herself for hurting him.  But she had made up her mind, and she was going to go through with her plan.  Even if Paul rejected her afterwards, she was still going to go through with it.  She knew what she deserved and would not try to weasel out of her punishment.  That didn’t mean she had to look forward to it.

       Veronica entered the room.  She was slim and petit, very pretty.  She had been Paul’s best friend since college.  Mira had been jealous of the two of them for the longest time until they have finally convinced her that they were just friends.  Veronica had been there for Paul when Mira had betrayed him, that’s what friends are for right.  If Mira had done nothing to endear herself Veronica before, Veronica had every reason to hate her now.  Mira didn’t bother to cover herself from Veronica’s gaze.  Modesty was a luxury that Mira no longer felt entitled to.

       “How do you feel?” Veronica spoke first.  She didn’t sound all that concerned and her voice had an edge of anger in it.  That was understandable.

       “Like someone who really fucked up.”

       “Can’t argue with that.” Veronica said flatly.  “Still, you really hurt him.  He cried on my couch for about two weeks because of your little stunt.”

       “I know I screwed up.  I am going to do everything I can to make it up to him.  I don’t expect to succeed, but I am still going to try.”

       “So I take it you are still planning on going through with your idea?”

       “Yeah, today.”

       “Well, I can’t say you don’t deserve it, but I don’t know if it will help.”

       “I know.”

       “That’s all fine and good, Mira, but you hurt my friend. I can’t let that go.  You don’t deserve him.  He should be in line to become a saint for even being willing to consider taking you back.”

       “I know. I owe him more than I could ever hope to repay.”

       “You owe me too bitch.  People don’t fuck with my friends and get away with it.”

       Mira looked up surprised.  She wasn’t sure what to do or how to reply.  She wasn’t going to try and argue her innocence, that train had already left.

       “What do you want?”  There was no fear in Mira’s voice.  She accepted her fate, whatever it might be.

       “Get on your back.”  It wasn’t so much a command, just a statement. 

Mira did as she was told.  Veronica straddled Mira’s head and lifted her skirt.  She wasn’t wearing any panties and her pussy was in clear view just inches away from Mira’s face.  Now she understood.  She had never been attracted to girls and certainly never gone down on a girl before.  But that was all about to change.  Veronica lowered herself onto Mira’s face and for the first time Mira tasted another girl.  She ran her tongue up and down the slit of Veronica’s pussy and pressed it inside to taste as much of her as she could.  Veronica was getting more and more wet by the second and she was pressing herself into Mira’s face.  Thrusting her hips as Mira struggled to please her.

Mira was having a hard time breathing.  Veronica’s pussy covered her mouth and nose.  All she could see, taste or smell was Veronica.  She looped her arms around the back of Veronica’s thighs so she could pull herself closer to the woman that was riding her.  The irony was not lost on her.  She had been so jealous of Paul and Veronica, the thought that they might be having sex used to drive her crazy.  Now here she was naked on her back with her tongue deep in Veronica’s twat.  Not a situation she could have seen coming a few months ago.

Veronica was grinding faster now.  Pushing herself harder into Mira’s face.  Mira slid her tongue up the length of Veronica’s pussy and started to focus her attention on Veronica’s clit.  Veronica grabbed Mira by the hair and pulled her face tight against her, thrusting hard into Mira’s mouth.  Finally, with a moan, Veronica came hard on Mira’s face. 

Veronica released her grip on Mira’s head but didn’t get up.  She was slumped over and breathing hard, trying to catch her breath.  Mira, still between Veronica’s thighs started to lick up the juices that were running out of Veronica’s pussy and down her thighs.  It seemed like the nice thing to do.

       Paul reentered the room as Mira was cleaning Veronica’s pussy. He stood and watched while she finished and Veronica dismounted.  As she got up she picked up the vibrator that Mira had left on the pillow next to her.

       “I’ll take this.” She said, “Not like you’ll have much use for it.”  Veronica straightened her skirt and walked to Paul.  She didn’t say anything but simply placed her arm around him in a short hug and left the room.

Paul stood there for a long time looking at Mira as she lay on the bed.  Fully naked, her head propped up on some pillows, her face covered in his best friend’s cum.  Neither of them said anything for a long time.  Finally Mira broke the silence.

       “I want you to fuck me in the ass.”

       “But you hate it when I fuck your ass.”

       “And I’m going to hate it this time too, but you are still going to do it.”

       “Ok.” Paul said and started to undress again.  Once he was naked Mira rolled over on her stomach and lifted her ass into the air on her knees.  Paul got behind her and reached for the bottle of lube on the nightstand.  Mira put her hand on his to stop him.

       “Don’t.” she said “I want it to hurt.”

       “You sure?” He asked.  It was hard to tell if there was any concern or sympathy in his voice or not.  Mira was certain that she didn’t deserve any regardless.

       “I’m sure.  Don’t take it easy on me.  I want it to hurt.”

       “Ok.” Paul’s voice was so even and calm, but Mira could still detect the tone of anger.  It wasn’t obvious, but it was there.  Just like it had been in Veronica’s. Not a rage that would cause someone to yell or fly off the handle.  Just a slow boiling anger that never really went away.  She remembered how easy it used to be to make him smile or laugh.  She felt the tip of his cock against her ass hole and she took a breath to try and brace herself as he put his hands on her hips.  With slow firm pressure he pushed himself into her.  Without even the slight comfort of the lube it felt like he was splitting her in half.  She felt each inch as it penetrated her and she grit her teeth in an attempt to bare the pain.  Once he was fully inside of her, he began the slow painful process of withdrawing and then reentering.

       It hurt more than she imagined it would but she pushed against him with each thrust.  She was helping to impale herself on his cock, even though she was crying from the agony of the penetration. Having just came a few minutes before it took a long time for Paul to come again.  Mira was sweating and sobbing before she felt his cock stiffen and the sudden burst of semen as it flooded the inside of her ass.  Paul stayed inside of her for a bit longer and thrust a couple of more times.  Mira couldn’t tell if he was enjoying it or just doing it to hurt her more.  She hoped it was both.

       When he finally pulled out of her he tried to put his arm around her, but she pushed him away.  She didn’t want to be comforted and she didn’t want to feel loved.  She wanted to suffer for what she had done to him.  Without saying a word Paul got up and dressed, making sure to look at the clock.  Then he left.  Mira was alone again lying on her side.  Her body ached, she could feel the cum leaking out of her ass, and she could still taste Veronica’s pussy.  She made a point not to look at the clock.

***

       The next few hours were a blur.  First there was the car ride.  Mira and Paul didn’t say anything to each other.  Mira’s ass still hurt, and she was glad of it.  Then there was the desk where they checked in and were told to wait.  The room was colder than it needed to be, and Mira couldn’t stop from shivering.  Finally the doctor came out and collected Mira and took her back to one of the rooms.  She had to undress again which made her shiver more.  But after she was on the table with her legs spread in the stirrups she was given a shot to dull the pain.  She asked if that was necessary, telling the doctor that she was afraid of shots.  In reality, she just wanted it to hurt as much as possible. Disappointingly, she was told that wouldn’t be possible with this procedure. She was given the shot and became numb to the cold, to the pain, to everything. 

The actual procedure was rather fast.

***

       3 weeks later

       Mira was on her back with Paul’s cock in her pussy.  He was thrusting into her hard.  Her whole body was aching with need and she wanted to come so bad that she didn’t think she could stand it.  He arms flailed and her hands grasped anything they came to contact with.  She rubbed her own body, her hips, her sides, her stomach, her breasts.  She felt like she was going to explode from need.  Finally with one great thrust Paul pushed into her and covered her insides with cum.  He looked at her and for just a moment his face softened a bit and he kissed her on the mouth.  She traced his lips with her tongue and held herself close to him.  She was still humping slightly in a futile effort to relieve herself.

       Paul withdrew from her and lay down beside her, pulling her close to him in a spoon position.  Mira was still frantic and horny.  She wanted to come so bad.  With one hand she ran her figure across the mouth of her pussy.  The contact sent a shiver up her body, but not enough to get her off.  She moved her hand up just a bit to feel the slight bump where there clit had been, but it was gone now, and the area was almost completely smooth. 

She closed her eyes and tried to go to sleep.