Jan by Allene Story of jan. jane,lance driscoll mike The combination of being educated in a girl's catholic school and being chubby kept me from dating very much. By my sophomore year I was tired of being teased about my weight and also became jealous of the slim girls who always had boys hanging around them at the mall so I turned out for gymnastics. It was a real revelation. I had never seen other girls naked before but now we showered together and I could really see how fat I looked in comparison to the other girls. I went on a diet and worked hard but I was pretty clumsy and stiff. Our school had corporal punishment but I had always been mousy and never did anything wrong to be spanked. This didn't help me in gymnastics. Our teacher expected perfection and when she didn't get it we would have to lay over a vaulting horse to be spanked with an eighteen inch wood ruler. It didn't hurt too bad and I tried to be brave. The fact that I could take it without crying and carrying on like some of the other girls gave me a lot of respect from the other girls. Unfortuneately this also encouraged the teacher to hit me harder since she thought I was just not very sensitive rather than brave. I really tried hard and by my senior year I had a tiny waist to accentuate my big boobies and round bottom and had learned grace. I had bloomed too late for many dates so I remained a virgin after graduation. I hoped to have some dates and fun that summer but my Dad used his influence to get me a job as a legal secretary for a lawyer in Seattle. It was really exciting. My folks helped me move and Dad let me stay in a little farm house on thirty acres he had bought as an investment for when the suburbs would grow to it and make it valuable. He even bought me a cute little car to commute in.I thought that in a town this big I would meet a lot of boys. I was wrong. There was only my boss and an older lady in the office and since I lived alone in the boonies I did not have any social contacts. I had plenty of money since I had no rent or car payments to make so I spent most of my time shopping. I also tried to meet people at art galleries and even went to a few bars but I guess I was too shy because I was just ignored. My sedentary job and eating from boredom made me gain weight. When I mentioned it to Alice, the older woman in the office, she agreed I was becoming puffy and suggested I see a personal trainer her niece had used to get a fabulous physique. She dug around in her purse until she found his card with a note that visits were thirty dollars an hour. That sounded like a lot but after carrying the card a few weeks I decided that I could afford at least an hour per week and made an appointment. I wore a baggy sweat shirt and cut off at the knees sweat pants. He was gorgeous. He was wearing a tank top and little satin shorts that showed off his muscles and a big lump in his shorts where his penis would be. I blushed when I realized I was staring at the lump. He looked at me disapprovingly and said, "That costume will not do at all. I need to see your muscles working. What size do you wear?" When I told him he dug around in a drawer until he found a sack with my size on it then told me to go into the bathroom to put it on. He also told me that if I was wearing panties or bra to take them off because he did not want my blood restricted. When I was naked I opened the sack to find that the costume was essentially a tank type bathing suit except it was made from the same material as a mans white t-shirt and that a zipper ran from the cleavage between my legs to the top of the back of the suit. There was a mirror in the bathroom. When I looked into it I saw that it was no more revealing than the exercise leotard I wore at school except there was no extra material at my nipples or crotch so the bumps on my breasts made it plain where my nipples were and the zipper dug into the slit of my pussy to make the lips puff out around it. I had been shaving the hair off of it for years so no hair would work out around the edges of my costume at meets so there was no telltale dark area at my crotch. I decided it was sexy but respectable and went out to start the program. He started with aerobics and I became instantly aware that the suit gave absolutely no support to my breasts. They were jumping around like mad especially at the side-straddle hop but he did not seem to notice so I relaxed and let them bob. I also found out that lifting my arms pulled up on the shoulder straps to make the bulge of material at the back of the zipper rub on my clitoris. I began to feel my excitement build up with the heat I was generating from aerobics. I was really out of shape and was panting when he said, "I think you are warmed up enough for the weight training." That was an understatement! I was drenched in perspiration. When he led me over to a weight machine I saw myself in a wall mirror and found my sweat had made the thin white cotton of the suit transparent. My breasts and nipples were fully visible and the zipper had buried itself in my slit to tighten the material over my puffy vaginal lips to make it visible too. To make it even more embaressing it was really high cut on my legs and the suit had worked itself into the crack of my butt to bare most of my bottom cheeks. I blushed clear to my navel as I pulled the seat out of my butt crack but he didn't seem to notice. We began weight training with him resting his hand on whatever muscle was being worked. My excitement continued to climb especially when I did leg lifts and his hand was on my lower stomach just above my slit. Finally he said that was enough for the day and that he would give me a Swedish massage to loosen up the muscles. That sounded good as all my muscles were aching. I had only received massages before just to areas I had hurt so I had no idea what a Swedish massage was and had never been massaged by a man. He took me over to a strange table with leather on top of foam rubber shaped in a "Y" He picked me up and laid me face down on it pulling my legs apart to fit on the hinged open part then he went over to a big clay pot and took a handful of little willow switches out of the water. I began to be alarmed and said, "You aren't going to hurt me are you?" "No. Of course not. These will just bring your blood to the surface to make you a helthy pink and make sure your muscles have a good blood supply for the massage." He pulled my arms down to my side then pulled them up by the elbows to slide off the shoulder straps. He began hitting me lightly across the shoulders with the switches. He had lied a little. It did sting but not really unpleasant and it began to excite me as he unzipped the zipper to bare more of my back closer to my butt. Then he unzipped it clear to my crotch to spread the halves to bare my butt. I protested but he just said soothingly, "Shh, You are alright." then began slapping my butt. I liked it! It stung but was also exciting. When he finished it he began slapping the backs of my thighs and then the inner thighs. This stung more but was also more exciting. When the switches came very close to my pussy I was actually hoping he would hit it. He stopped and told me to turn over. When I did he grabbed my shoulder straps to pull the suit off me to drop it between my legs as if it was perfectly natural. I was naked for the first time in my life in front of a man. Even doctors had only bared the part they wanted to examine. I knew I should protest but I was so excited I didn't care. I even emphasized my nakedness by stretching my arms behind my head. He began switching the tops of my boobs slowly working down. When he hit my nipples it really stung! I gasped but since I didn't protest he hit them twice more. It just seemed to make me that much more excited. The sting seemed to radiate directly down to my clitoris. He slowly worked his way down until he was below my navel then he stopped to tug on the legs of the suit to pull the zipper out of my now very wet pussy. I helped him! I brought my feet back so I could lift my butt and get my legs together so he could slide it down my legs and off. Then he continued switching my tummy below my navel. When the switches began coming across my bald pussy lips I became so excited I began lifting my hips to meet them until my excitement built to a peak and I felt this wonderful release. He dropped the switches to rub my breasts and pussy triggering more peaks and releases then had me roll over so he could rub my back and bottom until I fell into sleep. He just let me sleep for awhile then woke me to say the session was over and to go home as if nothing had happened. On my way home I decided Swedish massages explained why Swedish girls seemed so sexy. I realised I had the orgasms some of the girls had talked about. I had tried playing with myself after listening to them but had never done it long enough to get an orgasm. When I got home I rushed to undress to see if the massage had left marks. My body was just a healthy pink that seemed to prove it had been good for me. There were no lines or bruises like the spankings I had received at school so it definitely was not meant to be punishment. That night I tried to get another orgasm but I couldn't get the excitement until I pinched my nipples or pussy to add a little pain. I was puzzled by my reaction. The switch had hit much more sensitive parts than the school spankings and hurt nearly as bad but it had just excited me while the school spanking had just hurt and embarressed me. I decided the difference must have come from the fact I was naked in front of a man and the object was to make me feel good rather than punish me. I assumed he would also punish me for bad performance and wondered what that would be like. Would it just hurt or would it be exciting? The next day I decided that since I was going to diet anyway I could afford two sessions per week. At the next session after the exercise he must have known I wouldn't protest since he had already seen me naked because he told me to take off my suit so I was naked when I got on the table. He spread the table wider so my legs were more open. Another thing changed. Instead of using the little switches he brought over a leather strap explaining that it made a more uniform pink color to the skin than the switches. I didn't care. I enjoyed the feeling of leather. The table under my sweaty body felt like I was lying on another human. He said the strap would hurt no more than the little switches but he lied. It really stung and I cried "Ow!" at each lash to let him know I did not want to be hit any harder. When he got to my butt he hit it up down and sideways. It really excited me and I began to raise my butt to meet the strap which was making my whole butt hot and stinging. The last two just before I turned over went between my legs to "Splat!" against my pussy. I yelped as I had an orgasm. He lied about the pink too. I watched in fascination and excitement as the strap sunk into my breasts to make them compress then pop back up very red. My orgasms started again while he was spanking my thighs then he stepped between my legs to hit right down the slit with the strap just wide enough to cover my whole crotch until my orgasms became so strong I began to beg, "No more. Please! No more." He stopped and began massaging. It was a delicious way to come down from that fantastic high. I again fell into a deep sleep until he woke me to send me home. I was very naive when it came to sex but I knew this was strange. My only contact with sex was in reading romance novels where the hero was always romantic and gentle and wanted to make love. Lance was giving me orgasms with no romance and was uninterested in making love to me. I asked Alice for her neices phone number so I could compare notes. Her name was Jane and she was really friendly. When I called her to say that Alice had reccomended Lance she laughed, "Oh yeah. I highly reccomend him. Have you had one of his Swedish massages?" When I admitted I had she went on, "Aren't they wild! I came so hard I thought I would pass out." I admitted they excited me too but I thought it was strange he had never tried to make love to me. "Yeah. He never tried to get into me either. I don't know if he is impotent or gay. That is why I am not seeing him anymore. I was so excited I grabbed his dick. It was soft and he got real mad. He called me a slut and whipped me real hard. That hurt terribly and was not exciting so I never went back. It is alright though. My boy friend really gets turned on by whipping me just hard enough to sting and we make fantastic love afterwards so I don't need Lance." I could picture her being spanked followed by sex and asked her if her boy friend had any nice friends. She answered with, "No. I am sorry but Mike likes to be the main guy. His friends are all losers. Ugly, poor, wimps or all three. Why don't we get together for lunch just in case I meet someone you might like." We got together for a nice lunch. She was very pretty but even she agreed it was hard to find a good man. "I think I am nice looking but I probably would not have a boy friend if I had not met him in high school. I tried the single bars but they are full of weirdos and married men out for a one night stand. Mike would like a menage au trois. I have been resisting because I am jealous of him but you seem nice. Would you be interested?" I did not know what she was talking about and when she explained it was two girls with the same man I thought that would be too weird. She understood and said if I found someone or she did we could double date. My chances were slim. All the men that came into the office were either old or married and since I was not twenty-one I only found one bar that did not check my ID. It was full of men with white marks on their fingers where they had taken off their wedding rings. On my next session Lance told me that he just wanted me to take off my clothes and not put on the suit. When I objected he said that I had hired him on the basis that he knew best and if I was not going to cooperate I should find another trainer. That frightened me since I had nowhere to go and it seemed silly since he had already seen me naked but I felt really humiliated to have to undress in front of him while he sat in a chair smiling in triumph. My humiliation was not over. When I stood there blushing with one arm covering my breasts and my hand hiding my pussy. He laughed at me then said, "My God. You act like you are six years old. Lets get you used to nudity." He went over to a drawer and brought back handcuffs! He pulled my hands behind me and put them on my wrists then led me over to a mirror. I stood there humiliated while he said, "No wonder you are ashamed. Look at you. You have terrible posture, your tits are sagging and your fat gut is sticking out." I was hurt and began to cry. I was proud that my breasts were big and did not sag at all when I stood up straight. He had no sympathy at all he said, "You just need to be reminded to have good posture." He tied my elbows behind me to force me to arch my back and stick out my boobs but even that was not enough for him. He went back to his drawer and brought back some hemp twine he used to wrap around the base of my breasts till they were hard throbbing balls. He took me over to the weight machine to tie my elbows to it then sat on his chair to watch me suffer. All I could think of was my poor throbbing breasts and let my stomach relax. He jumped up to say he was going to get a switch so I would become aware of my belly. I thought he meant one of the little switches but he came back with a switch almost as tall as he was. He began to whip my poor tummy with it. The pain was fierce. I began to scream which irritated him so he jammed a rubber ball in my mouth. He put dark red stripes all over my stomach then took out my gag to say, "Do you think you can remember to keep your stomach in and your tits up or should I whip your tits too?" My boobs were really hurting by now and I could not imagine how much that switch would hurt them. I began to beg, "Please don't whip my poor boobies. I will keep my stomach in and my boobs out. I promise! Please untie me. I'll do anything!" "Alright but if you forget you must ask me to give you five lashes on whatever is sagging. Do you agree?" "Yes! Yes! I agree." He put me through a long routine of aerobics with moves so complicated I forgot and let my boobies sag. He stopped and said, "You know what you have done. Don't you?" I realized my boobs were sagging and immediately pulled back my shoulders to bring them up but I knew it was too late. I sniffled then said, "Please give my boobies five lashes." I was relieved to see him get the strap rather than that nasty switch. He had me put my hands behind my head and push out my boobs. I stood there with my eyes squinched shut bracing myself for the pain but when nothing happened I opened them to see him idly swinging the strap. He said, "Since you have asked for the lashes you can order them. When you are ready just say 'One." That seemed to make everything different. I had been thinking of myself as a victim. This reminded me that I had asked for the pain and would now be asking for each one and knew that I had come there knowing I would be hurt. I could just leave but somehow I was convinced that I deserved the pain. I had been warned what would happen if I let them sag. I pushed my boobies out as far as I could and said, "One" He brought the wide strap across to hit my right breast at the cleavage to make it jump into my armpit. It hurt terribly but when I sank back and carressed my dark red boob the pain began to radiate to my clitoris and excitement took over. I got back into position and said, "Two." He hit the left one just as hard but this time the pain went to excitement faster and only seconds went by before I said ,"Three." This time he brought the strap up from the floor to hit the underside of my right breast so hard it jumped up to hit my chin. The pain was even worse but so was the excitement. I was trembling and panting when I said, "Four." That one nearly did it! I was just on that terrible edge just before orgasm. I yelled "Five!" He said, This is the last one. You know where it will hit. Don't you?" I panted. "Oh God yes! On my nipples! Hit them." The pain was fantastic as the strap flattened my boobs against my chest and I came! No. More than that! It was an earth shaking orgasm. I sank to the floor rubbing and pinching my tortured nipples with one hand while the other dug at my sopping pussy uncaring that he was staring at me with a smug look on his face as I masturbated furiously in a futile attempt to keep the orgasms coming. I finally gave up and laid back to idly caress my red, throbbing boobs. At the end he made me feel better by hugging me and saying, "You did good Honey. I am proud of you. You have been whipped enough. Come over for your massage. My stomach and boobs were burning so I laid on my back. He skipped the spanking to just rub oil on my front. It felt great and excited me but he teased me by rubbing my pussy until I was on the edge and them move to my legs or arms just to come back to my pussy to bring me close again. It was making me crazy. I just had to cum again! I begged him to let me cum. He said,"You know what you need to cum, don't you?" I knew exactly what I needed. I moaned, "Yes. Strap my slutty pussy until it is on fire!" He knew just how to do it. He started easy then increased the speed and strength as my excitement rose to make me relish the pain until the "Slap" of it hitting me echoed in the room as I went from one orgasm to another until I was so exhausted I went limp, just shuddering as the strap felt as if it was going inside me to burn deeply. He realized I was beyond the point of reaching further orgasms so he quit. When it was over my pussy was really red and sore and I felt ashamed to have to admit I had become such a slut I had begged him to whip it. While I dressed he said, "Now you know pain simply brings on pleasure. When you come back I will lead you to even greater adventures." I felt humiliated for him to know how perverted I had become and told him I would never come back but all week I noticed I was sitting or standing straight with my tummy tucked in and boobies out and began to rationalize that the whipping was worth it because it had helped me to maintain good posture that made me vain enough to look at myself in mirrors at every opportunity. As a further incentive my boss and secretary asked what had happened to make my body look so much better. I thought all I needed was pain to have the great orgasms so I used one of my belts to whip myself but it was not the same. I knew to be great someone else would have to do it. Even worse simple masturbation didn't excite me at all. I called him to make another appointment. He acted as if he was doing me a big favor by letting me have an appointment in two days. By then it had been eight days since I had an orgasm. I was excited before I even got there. When I walked in he was sitting in his chair. I knew what he expected and stood in front of him to slowly take off my clothes then put my hands on my hips with my legs apart proudly showing my upright boobs and my tight tummy. He had me turn sideways then said, "That is a real improvement. The little tummy whipping paid off didn't it?" Little tummy whipping? I cringed in remembrance of the burn and sting of that switch tearing into my stomach that left welts for days but admitted it had and proudly said I had kept my tummy in and my boobs up all week even when I was sitting. "Good. I told you I could help you." We began the aerobics. He watched me closely and I knew my promise to ask for five lashes was still in effect. I wanted the pain but I also wanted him to know that I could avoid it until I was ready.I kept my tummy sucked in so tight the muscles began to ache. When the aerobics were over I was panting, sweating, and my tummy muscles were aching but I was proud of his disappointment that I had never relaxed my muscles. I was now ready for my whipping and asked him if I would get my "Swedish Massage" with the strap. He said I needed to have my muscles stretched to keep from getting charley horses. He tied my arms and legs to pulleys in the ceiling and walls then pulled them tight to put me in an "X" shape trembling from the strain with my butt against the stickery surface of the textured plaster. He walked out the door leaving me hanging there! I was afraid he would leave me hanging for hours but in a few minutes I relaxed to take some of the strain off my muscles and found it was exciting to see my nude body in the mirror on the other wall and began flexing to rub my butt on the sharp spikes. I was probably only hanging a few minutes that seemed much longer when the door opened. It was the ultimate humiliation. He came in followed by two men and three girls. If they had been all men it might have been exciting but having girls my age or a little older see me hanging there with my pussy gaping open was terrible. I began to whimper in embarrassment as Lance said, "This is my new student. Doesn't she look great. You should have seen here a few weeks ago. She was a fat slob!" That wasn't true I was only about eight pounds over weight but before I could dwell on the injustice of his remark the men came over to me to squeeze my breasts, pinch my tummy and butt, then pull on my nipples while they talked about me as if I was just an animal. It got worse. The girls began to do the same thing and worse by jamming their fingers into my pussy and debating as to whether or not I was a virgin.I said I was and they agreed and stepped back. I was sobbing with the indignity when Lance said "She likes being whipped too." he grabbed my chin to pull up my head where it had been hanging in shame to say, "Which would you like? Five lashes by them with the strap, or twenty with the switch by me." That was no choice at all. The thought of that switch on my stretched body frightened me terribly. I sobbed, "The strap." He grinned and said, "Be polite, Ask us to please give you five lashes with the strap. I realized that by being tied the way I was all the lashes would be on my front and with my boobs out and my legs spread to open my pussy they would be natural targets. It frightened me but that just seemed to add to my excitement. I gulped and moaned, "Please give me five lashes with the strap." I was so dumb I thought that meant they would give me one each. Naturally they gave me five each. The men went first and my big boobs were just too tempting as targets. They loved my stricken cries as my tits caromed on my chest encouraged by the girl's screaming to hit them harder. As bad as that was the girls were even worse. The girls knew my most sensitive spots were my nipples, clitoris and asshole. All fifteen of their lashes landed there. Incredibly the terrible pain created fantastic orgasms. When they stopped I was crying hysterically but not because of the pain. It was the realization that I had become so perverted I had been able to get orgasms from it. Lance said, "Ah girls, you really hurt her. Kiss her hurts to make her feel better." They began licking my pussy and asshole while the others began nibbling on my nipples made sensitive by the strap. I cried even more. Not because it hurt. It felt great but I was ashamed to know I not only became aroused by pain I was also a lesbian which all of we girls at the school considered the scum of the earth. When they realized I was totally exhausted they let me loose to drop to the floor taking deep breaths until I went to sleep. I woke up in the dark and just slipped on my dress to leave swearing I would never come back. My mind was in turmoil for the next week. I thought I should confess to a priest but I just could not admit all my perversions and knew that he could not come up with a penance to allow forgiveness. To make it worse I had dreams that should hve been nightmares. I would be hung up in front of a crowd of people and whipped which should have been terrible but I would wake up so close to orgasm I could not resist digging at my pussy until I went over the edge. In my state of mind my work suffered. Alice would have to bring work back to me and warned me to be more careful because she did not have time to proof read everything I did. I made another mistake. On Thursday Mr. Driscoll called me into his office. He was mad. "Janice you have caused me a great deal of embarrassment and extra work. You transposed numbers on a contract that will cost my client thousands of dollars unless I can convince the third party that it was a clerical error. I am very busy and count on you girls checking your work. I understand from Alice you have made other mistakes. If you make another I will have the unpleasant task of explaining to your father why I had to let you go." I just couldn't let my father be embarrassed by his failure of a daughter. I begged him to give me another chance and he agreed. That afternoon I thought about it and it occurred to me that Mr. Driscoll could provide the penance I needed to forgive myself. He was as old as my father and I had no physical attraction to him at all. Punishment from him should be pure punishment. I hurried down to a western store and bought strips of leather. I spent that night braiding the thongs into a whip I was sure would really hurt. The next day lasted forever, Mr, Driscoll was in court and still had not returned at four thirty when Alice said she was going to leave early and told me to lock up when I left. Mr. Driscoll showed up just before five and I followed him into the office to blurt out. "Mr. Driscoll. I feel terribly guilty about my poor work. I would feel better if you punished me like they did at my school when they were unhappy with me." He laughed and said, "I don't have any extra homework for you." "No. They used corporal punishment. When a girl was bad they would hang her from a chandelier hook in the ceiling like yours and whip her. To add humiliation to the pain the girl would have to take off all her clothes. If you would do that I would not feel so guilty." He became instantly interested saying, "Really. I knew Catholic schools were strict but I had no idea they went that far. I don't know what your father would think about me doing that after all it was just other girls who saw you naked." He stared at me in my spandex dress that fit tight to show off my tiny waist to accentuate my big boobs and butt and made obvious the fact i was not wearing a bra by the lumps of my nipples made hard by my excitement. He was obviously intrigued so I said, "He would never know about it and he did not object when I was whipped at school. I will get the whip I made for you last night and the rope just like they used at school." It was true that Dad had not objected but those were simple spankings usually just five or six spanks with a paddle on top of our clothes.I knew if he just did that my guilt would not be relieved at all.I thought it would be especially humiliating to be naked in front of an old man and even if he hit me easy my whip should hurt too much to excite me. When I came back with the soft nylon rope and whip Mr. Driscoll's voice caught when he said, "I decided it is not fair to you to make you feel guilty for weeks. If you are sure about this I will whip you to relieve your guilt." "I am happy you agree. It hurts while it is happening but the pain goes away soon while guilt goes on forever. How long did it take you to straighten out the mess I made?" "About four hours. Why?" I picked up a pen and multiplied four times his hourly fee of one hundred forty dollars. "I have cost you over five hudred and sixty dollars. I should get six hundred lashes but the school had a limit of one hundred per session so we will need to do this for six Fridays. I may need a week to get up my nerve for the next session." I handed him the rope and whip. He stroked the whip and said shakily."Are you sure. That seems like an awful lot of lashes." It was but I wanted to be sure I would be hurt a lot to stop my perverted desire for pain. I was sure that even very weak lashes would hurt a lot with that many. "Yes I probably deserve more and if I make another mistake more can be added." I began to unbutton my dress while I told him he should take off his coat and put the rope over the hook. That convinced him. He took off his coat and tie then stood on his desk to put up the rope. While he slid the desk out of the way he watched me avidly as I faced him sliding the dress off my shoulders and slowly down. Suddenly his age was no longer a factor. He was just a man obviously excited by my slow strip. I continued the tease by slowly sliding down my panties. When I was naked he stared at my crotch and said, "My god. You have no hair on your crotch. You look like a little girl." "Yes. I think hair sticking out of the edges of my panties is gross. Don't you like it?" "Oh God yes. This whip feels pretty light but a hundred on your butt still seems like an awful lot." "Oh no. They spread them around to my whole torso and my thighs. That is what the other two pieces of rope are for. They tied my legs apart so my inner thighs could be hit." While I said this I held out my hands, wrists together, so he could wrap and tie the rope around them. He asked, "What do you mean by your torso?" "My bottom, my back, my breasts, stomach, and crotch. But please don't put more than twenty on my butt. I have to sit on that." He really became excited by that. Sweat beaded on his forehead and his voice quavered when he said, "Your beautiful breasts and crotch too? Won't you scream? Should you be gagged? No-one is in the building but someone may walk by on the sidewalk." "No. I won't scream. We were taught not to scream. If we did, we would be gagged and all the rest of the lashes would be put on our crotch. It is very tender." The first part of my plan was not working. Rather than feeling humiliated I was proud that my body slowly comimg into view had excited him. I had always thought that older men were no longer interested in sex and felt special to excite him. I found I was getting excited too and had to remind myself that this would really hurt and that I deserved all the pain he could give. I spread my legs so he could tie them to the legs of furniture next to the walls then he pulled up the rope to my wrists. I had him pull harder to get my feet off the floor and make my skin tight. When I was hung up he stood and looked at me then said in admiration, "Jesus, being hung that way makes your body look fantastic." I appreciated that, especially since Lance had always said I was too fat. Finally he stepped back and gave a little slap with the whip to my butt. It didn't even sting and I said, "No harder. It won't be punishment if it doesn't hurt." He got braver and began to circle me hitting alternately on my front and back. When all I did was grunt he began hitting the more sensitive areas of my breasts and inner thighs but it did not hurt enough. I had not made the braids as tight and hard as I should have and he was not hitting very hard. I began to moan, "Harder, harder!" It was still not enough. I was just turning red and becoming excited. That was when I realized that physical attraction had nothing to do with it. The whip and the pain was what brought on the excitement. When I kept moaning, "Harder," he became braver and hit harder concentrating on my breasts and crotch. It was not working like it should! Rather than suffer I was becoming more and more excited. I didn't even get the whole hundred. When I went into orgasm he interpreted it as extreme pain and dropped the whip. He stood there a moment then said, "Forgive me. You have made ne so excited I can't help myself." He dropped his pants and shorts and drove his dick in my pussy ripping my hymen. The moment I dreamed of turned out to be an anticlimax. It did continue my orgasm but I knew that without whipping in front of it there would be no way I could climax in the short time it took him to cum then fall back into his chair panting. When he recovered he untied me and began to apologise for taking advantage of me while I was helpless and said my debt was paid in full. I told him that I could not blame him for getting excited and that any normal man would get excited by whipping a nude woman. I also told him that I did not feel that I had been punished at all. He had not hit hard enough and I had enjoyed having him make love to me. He closely inspected my body and agreed when I said, "See. There are no welts. I am just a little red. I still feel really guilty. For the next session I will get something that hurts more." I also said it might be better if he punished me at my place since he would not have to worry that I may scream. I noticed that his penis began to grow. He noticed too and pulled up his pants and shorts while he said, "I am scheduled to play golf tomorrow. My wife is expecting me to be gone all day. Would that be too soon?" "No. this redness will be gone in an hour or two but you have to promise that you will really hurt me. I feel more guilty than ever now that I have seduced my Father's best friend." "You are right! I would never have fucked you if you hadn't made me so excited. It was all your fault. I have never whipped anyone before. Now I know I can hit much harder. You will feel pain next time. I will see you around noon." There was an out building at my place about a hundred feet from the house with open rafters made of logs, rock walls and a dirt floor. It was ideal for my purposes. I just had to throw a rope over a log beam to hold my arms then drive some metal fence posts I found into the ground to tie my legs. I debated about rebraiding the whip to make it harder but decided not to do it because if I made it too hard and if he hit hard I could be cut. I was still fooling myself. I had convinced myself I should be severely punished but down deep I was making sure I would still have the chance of just being excited by it. I thought noon would never come. I had thought I might meet him stark naked but then remembered how excited he became from watching me strip so I dressed in my sexiest underwear with a button blouse and a skirt that buttoned up all the way from the hem so I could do a slow strip. When he came I slowly unbuttoned the blouse and took it off then unbuttoned the skirt from the bottom. By the time I was naked he was sweating and breathing hard. I told him I was ready to be punished but he said, "Later! I need to get laid, now!" I thought that might be better because he would not be so anxious to get the whipping over with to fuck me. I laid back on my bed while he stripped off his funny plaid pants and T-shirt he golfed in. He was hardly a romantic figure. He had a pot-belly and a really hairy body that was grey all the way to his crotch. I found out later he lasted a long time before cumming but I did not get to orgasm. He rested awhile then said, "Are you ready for your punishment? I have been thinking about it and decided you really deserve it. I plan to make you scream and this place is ideal. Your nearest neighbor must be a half mile away." I said I was ready but I wouldn't scream and started to put on a robe to walk to the shed but he stopped me. "No robe. I want to lead you out there naked. You said being naked humiliated you it should be more so out in the open." He reached into a bag he had brought in and took out a dog collar and leash he put around my neck. He had me get on my hands and knees then walked backward to watch my hanging boobs sway as I crawled to the barn. It was humiliating but thrilling to be led out there as if I was an animal in the open air. I knew the only way I could be seen was from a low flying airplane but the possibility was there. He tied me with my legs spread very wide. I felt guilty that being spread so obscenely just excited me and reminded him to hit me very hard. "If the whip does not leave welts, you aren't hitting hard enough." He began whipping me starting on my back I gasped at the pain and began to believe this would cure me because it just hurt, but as he slowly and methodically worked down leaving stripes about an inch apart he got to my butt and suddenly the pain was radiating to my crotch. Fucking him first was the right thing to do because I was not being hit willy-nilly like he had in the office and I could anticipate each lash. He hit a lot harder but the extra pain just seemed to bring on extra excitement. He saved my breasts and pussy for last and when the burn came across my nipples I screamed not from the pain but from a gigantic orgasm. I screamed at each lash from then on but I was screaming "Yes. Yes! Harder!" The lashes kept coming harder and harder until my whole body would shudder at the impact but I was not experiencing pain just sheer excitement as he grunted with the effort of hitting me so hard I would stop screaming for "More! Harder!" But then he started on my pussy. I am sure I could never have been able to take the pain when he began underhanding lashes into the gaping slit of my pussy if I had not been in full orgasm but even then I didn't try to stop him I just gasped and shuddered as each lash seemed to make me explode inside. I don't know if he gave me the whole hundred lashes or not. He stopped and stared at my pulsating body while he panted from the effort of whipping me then dropped his pants and drove his hard dick in my pussy to keep my orgasms coming until I just hung limply from the ropes in total exhaustion. When he came he just fell back on the ground panting and clutching his chest then laid back and closed his eyes. I slumped in my bondage and dropped my head in what must have been a faint. When I recovered consciousness My whole body was burning and when I looked down at my breasts I saw little rivulets of blood dripping off the base of my breasts from deep red lash marks. I looked between my breasts to see more blood on my tummy. I couldn't believe that as I orgasmed I was wishing I could be hurt even more. He recovered shortly after and loosened the ropes to let me sink to the floor. I was too exhausted to stand. He untied me and said, "Oh Jesus! I really hurt you. I am sorry but I just got so excited I couldn't help it. Do you have any salve that might help?" I did. I had become an expert on pain killing ointments. He caressed them on my welts while I laid on my bed and it felt wonderful. When he began rubbing it on and in my pussy he began to pant in excitement. It just felt good to me not really exciting but when I thanked him for helping me he surprised me by standing up and taking off his pants while saying, "If you want to thank me. Suck on my dick." That sounded gross but since I had received too many orgasms to consider myself punished by the whipping I decided I should be humiliated further. I slid off the bed and knelt in front of him to bend down his dick to slide it in and out of my mouth. Sucking his dick which did not taste as bad as I imagined did nothing for me. It was just humiliating to do it while he told me I was a terrible cocksucker and to use my tongue and suck. Since he had already cum twice it took forever for him to finally grunt and shoot a few drops of cum in my mouth. When he finished he just stared at me kneeling on the floor with the red welts starting to turn purple with others oozing blood then said, "Oh God. I have to get out of here. After he left I pulled out the three way mirror I had bought after my first whipping from Lance to see all of my body and looked at my welts darkening while I idly fingered my bruised pussy. I decided that even though I got orgasms I had been punished and now felt proud I had the courage to ask him to hit harder in spite of the fact I must have had some welts bleeding as I asked for more. I went to bed and slept until the next morning. My body looked even worse. Now I was covered with dark bruises and my pussy was still throbbing and felt hot. I didn't want to put clothes on them so just wandered around the house naked until I remembered the excitement of being outside. The warm sun felt great so I just ran around the property feeling like a little kid. I even got close to the main road hiding behind bushes when cars went by, excited by the thought of how they would stare if I had enough nerve to stand out in the open. I even found a mud puddle and ran through it like a little kid. The mud felt good on my skin so I sat down in it and spread mud on my body then laid down on the ground in the warm sun. I fell asleep and when I woke up the mud had hardened so I ran back to the house and turned on a lawn sprinkler to run through the spray yelping at the cold water until I was clean. When I went to bed I was still bruised but nothing hurt and I began to think of other things that could be done to punish me until I became excited enough to get a little orgasm from masturbation. I was anxious to get to work to tell mr. Driscoll that I had found a great tree on the property for tieing me. There were limbs coming out above roots that had looped out of the ground about six feet apart. I could be tied upside down doing the splits by having the two closer limbs holding up my body by my thighs and ones further out to keep my lower legs straight out. When I found it I imagined myself tied that way with whips coming down on my tender inner thighs and gaping pussy. Just the thought almost brought me to orgasm. He came in about ten and told me to come into his office. He seemed depressed. When I was in his office he told me to undress. I was really puzzled because I was sure he would not want to whip me with Alice right outside his door. When I was naked he walked around me gingerly touching some of the worst bruises with scabs then said, "I really hurt you badly. I was hoping I had exaggerated it in my mind. We can't go on like this. It was fantastically exciting to see you suffer and I feel terribly guilty. I am going to continue paying you until you find another job and give you a good reccomendation but I can't have you around. If you stay I know I will not be able to resist hurting you badly and it is obvious you would not try to stop me." I begged him to let me stay and that I was sure he would not hurt me badly but he argued, "You don't know what I might do! Last night I dreamed I had you tied down and was burning you with cigarettes while you screamed and sobbed. The terrible part is that I woke up with a hardon. Please don't argue. Take some time off. You might want to see a psychiatrist. Here is the business card of a good one." I left crying and when I got to the street I tore up the card in little pieces feeling terrible. I knew I was a slut, now Mr. Driscoll thought I was crazy too. I hung around the house a few days but all I had to do was look at the shed or the tree to remind me of the thrills it looked like I would never have again. To get my mind off it I began looking for a job with the reccomendation Mr. Driscoll had mailed to me with my check. There were few jobs open and those I did not want although I went to a few interviews. There was little incentive since Mr. Driscoll said he would keep sending my check until I found another job no longer how long it took. My bruises were all gone in a few days and the memory of my whippings was no longer enough to make me excited enough to get off with masturbation. I even tried whipping myself but that just hurt without the excitement. I would stop when the pain got bad. This seemed to prove I was not sincere about wanting to suffer which just made me feel more guilty. As time went by I became more and more desparate. I had nothing. No-one to talk to, no love. and worst of all no excitement. I had become like a dope addict. I needed orgasms just as much as an addict needs drugs and like an addict I needed increasing amounts of excitement to get my high as they did their drugs. While looking through the help wanted ads I saw one asking for nude dancers. A few months ago I would have ignored it but being naked in front of a few people had been exciting. Naked in front of hundreds would be even better. It also seemed like a great way to meet horny men.I called the number assuming that I would be hired immediately since so few girls would do such a slutty thing. I was told to come for audition at 3 o'clock. I dressed real nice to look my best and arrived early. The man had me wait nervously till he finished his coffee and doughnut then told me to get up on the stage in front of him. He looked me over then abruptly said, "Get the clothes off so I can see what I am buying." I took them off as quick as I could then followed his direction to turn slowly in front of him bathed in the bright light of a spotlight. I peeked at him to see if he was excited as I was. He looked bored! He said, "Your body looks alright. Let's see how you dance." He turned on some fast rock and roll music. I had no idea what to do. The only dancing I had ever done was ballroom dancing at the school dances. I just moved around, hopefully to the beat. Suddenly the music stopped and he said, "You can't dance for shit. Don't come back until you have had lessons." I was crushed and began to put on my clothes. He was not even interested in watching me, saying nastily, "Get off the stage. I have another girl waiting. Dress over by the wall." I felt devastated. I thought I was pretty and had a good figure but only Mr. Driscoll had been excited by seeing me nude. I felt ugly and worthless. I had always thought a girl would have to be starving to agree to dance naked in front of horny men. I could not even get to do it. That night I decided that I would go back to the singles bar. At least there, men had shown some interest. I remembered that one girl there had men all around her. I thought she looked like a slut but that was what I was so I decided to dress like she had. I put on my tiniest black bra and panties then cut off one of my v-necked t-shirts just below my breasts so I could lift my arms to show my bra like Madonna then pulled down my skirt till it was just above the crack of my butt and hemmed it up high enough to make my panties show if I bent over. When I got there I found out that I was out of style. The other girls were wearing transparent dresses that showed everything not hidden by their panties and bras. I seemed to be late as well. All the men were already with girls until I spotted one sitting alone by the bar. I went to sit beside him and ordered a drink. We introduced ourselves then he said I was cute and asked me if I wanted to party. I told him I loved to party and he said, "Fine. I have a room nearby." I was grateful a man was interested in me and agreed to go with him. When we got to his room he sat on the bed and said, "What do you do Jan." I told him I did not have a job at the moment and he retorted, "I meant what will you do for me. Will you blow me and fuck me or do you have a specialty?" I blushed at his being so blunt but told him I would do anything he wanted. "Good. What will you charge me for a butt fuck?" I was shocked and said "I don't want your money. I just want to make you happy with me. He said sarcastically, "Yeah, right. You don't need any money for a sick mother or to pay your rent?" "No I have money. Why do you want to pay me?" "You are for real aren't you?" "What do you mean?" He got up and went over to a mirror on the wall and said, "Turn off the camcorder. She is not a hooker. Just your everyday slut." Then he came over and showed me his badge saying, "I don't know why you are giving away something you can sell but that is your business. Get out of here." God. That was the last straw. The only man who had shown any interest in me was a cop who thought I was a whore. I cried all the way home. The next day I admitted only one man had understood my needs and that I had been stupid to leave him. Lances pain and humiliation was more than made up by the gentle exciting massage afterward. Even though being licked by the girls made me ashamed I knew he was just trying to make up for the pain I had suffered and I had to admit that it felt wonderful. I convinced myself that leaving him was a cowardly act. I called him and asked him if I could come back but he just said, "I am sick of your lack of commitment." and hung up. I was desolate. I had nowhere to go. There was no way I could go home to face my parents knowing that I was just a perverted slut. I called Lance again and begged him not to hang up and told him I would do anything for him then sobbed and said his friends could do anything too. I even said that I expected to be punished severely for walking out on him. He grudgingly relented and said I had one last chance. I was to be at his place promptly at five. I dressed and redressed to show off my flat stomach from losing six pounds because of my lack of appetite. I needn't have bothered. When I arrived there was a note on the front door telling me to come in and lock it behind me. When I went into the hall I saw light coming through the door of the exercise room. I went in to face what looked like a judge and jury. Lance was sitting on a big chair that reminded me of a throne. His five friends were on benches by the sidewall. I walked up in front of him and waited excitedly for instruction. He looked at me disapprovingly and said, "Why are you wearing clothes? You know you should be nude in this room. Take them off!" "I'm sorry. I thought you might like to watch me undress." "No. It is a waste of time. Hurry!" While I was stripping as fast as I could he said,"You know you have to be punished for your mistake don't you?" When I just nodded he said, "Say. 'Yes, Master." I gulped and said, "Yes Master. I should be punished severely." I shuddered when he answered, "You will be punished until you can make a commitment to leave this place only if you receive permission. I will not have you sneaking away as you did last time." I began to protest that he had left me alone and I thought he was through with me but I didn't get to finish. "Shut up! For the rest of this session you will only speak to answer questions. We will give you ten lashes each. You may choose the area to be whipped. We will choose the instrument most suitable for that area. He waved to the wall behind my "Jury". I looked at them first feeling terribly naked with them fully clothed and staring at me then looked up to see a line of scary things hanging on the wall. None of them looked "Suitable" for any part of my body. There was a broom stick with the broom cut off, The six foot switch that had brought so much pain, a length of rubber garden hose, another whip with thick leather bootlaces with knots tied in the laces, and finally a whip like mine only skinnier indicating the braids were real tight. There was also the broom portion of the broomstick, and a ping pong paddle. The little strap that had given me orgasms was missing. I realised everything else would really hurt except maybe being slapped by the broom. I began to lose my nerve and decided I had better take all sixty on the least sensitive areas of my butt, back, and thighs. I was startled out of my thoughts by Lances bark, "Enough standing around! Go to Jack on the end and get on your knees to beg for ten lashes on the spot of your choice." It was easy to tell who Jack was since they were arranged boy, girl with a girl in one end chair. I went to him then sunk to my knees with my head down and said, "Please give me ten lashes on my bottom." He said nastily, "What the hell is your bottom? Do you mean your ass or your cunt?" I knew I couldn't take any of those whips on my poor pussy. He seemed to love making it hard on me. When I said, "Please whip my ass." he made me get up and turn around so he could feel it. It was humiliating to stand there while he squeezed the cheeks of my butt then he said, "It seems pretty sturdy. I can hit it hard, can't I Janice?" It was killing me to have to stand there with them staring at me. I just wanted to get it over with. I moaned, "Please hit me hard. Do it now." He laughed and said, "You might be sorry you rushed me." He led me to the center of the room and had me bend over a rope suspended from the ceiling. He handcuffed my wrists to my ankles then pulled up on the rope to raise my butt to the point I was on tiptoes. I had bent over like this in front of my mirror and knew my pussy would be pooching out between my legs. I could only pray that he would just hit my butt as promised. I watched fearfully as he went to the wall to bring back the broomstick. He held it against my butt then backed up sliding it till the end was at the edge of my ass. When he swung it like a baseball bat. My butt exploded with pain that seemed to go all the way to the bone. He hit so hard my toes slid forward on the floor. I screamed and while I was still screaming there was another and another till I had absorbed all ten and was hanging from the rope sobbing with my poor butt throbbing in pain. He let my sobbing subside then said, "Do you want ten more on your butt." I moaned, "No! Please no." He unlocked my manacles so I could straighten up and gently massage my throbbing bottom until he said, "Since you don't want any more on your ass go to Marie and ask her to punish another area." I realized then that this would be a night of pure punishment. If I had been given the sixty lashes in a row I may have developed enough excitement combined with deadening of the nerves to overcome the pain. This was diabolocal. All the delay made each part seem brand new. When I went to Marie to beg for lashes to my thighs I told myself that this was crazy. I was begging for pain with no chance of release but I could not complain because I had come willingly and if I was to be cured of my perversion I needed to suffer badly. Marie had a novel and very painful way to keep me bent over. She tied my wrists with twine leaving a lot of twine hanging loose. Then she put alligator clamps with sharp teeth on each nipple and pussylip. When I bent over as far as I could she tied the ends of the twine to the clamps then to my ankles. The slightest movement of my hands or raising of my body caused a pull and bite to my nipples and pussy at the same time. She went to the wall to bring back the rubber hose. At the first lash I straightened up slightly creating intense pain to my nipples and pussy. I tried to stay bent over but the hose hurt so much I would involuntarily jerk my arms or straighten up. Even with the addition of the clamps it did not cause the deep terrible pain of the broomstick. As bad as it was I became excited. When she finished the ten and asked if I wanted ten more I screamed "Yes! Oh yes!" thinking I may get to orgasm while getting that much closer to the sixty total. I came so close! She pulled my legs apart so the end of the hose could hit my tender inner thighs. I was just at the terrible edge just before orgasm when it ended. Before I could ask for more she opened the clamps and began untying my wrists. She led me over to face the next man. My thighs felt like they were on fire and with the delay I knew I could not take any more pain to them. It suddenly occurred to me that I couldn't keep taking lashes to areas already sore and bruised and sobbed at the fact I may have to ask for lashes to the front of my body.I thought that my back would not be too sensitive and since the hose had been less painful than the broomstick I could use up one more of the worst before I got to the really sensitive parts. He liked the idea of tying me with clamps and tied my wrists to clamps on my pussy then put clamps on my nipples with two more on each side of them. After he put on twine he tied the twine to the rope from the ceiling and pulled up my breasts till they were nearly at my chin causing terrible bites from the teeth of the clamps. This all took time and I was looking forward to pain on my back so I could ignore the pain from the clamps. He took the whip like mine off the wall. I thought this proved each instrument would be less painful than the last and actually looked forward to it. The first lash across my shoulder blades demonstrated how wrong I was. He was very strong and hit as hard as he could. To make matters worse he took his time waiting for my screams to subside before adding another stripe. I felt like it might cut me in two. Rather than the whip taking my mind off the pain to my tits and pussy I began to pull on the clamps to increase the pain to be able to stand the whip. By the time he finished I was so exhausted and weak my breasts were having to support some of my weight. The bastards let me hang there while they complimented him on the straightness and even spacing of the stripes on my back. Then Lance said, "I think she needs a break. Otherwise she will be so numb she won't appreciate the rest of the lashes. Besides that, it would appear you may be ready for a little sex. I looked over at them and saw what he meant. The men had pulled their dicks out of their pants to stroke them and the girls had their hands under their skirts. Lance told me that as long as I entertained them my punishment would be suspended. That sounded good to me because the only parts of my body left were very sensitive and sex would feel good even if I did not get an orgasm. Sex was just humiliating. They simply used me. The man that had used the broomstick told me to come over and suck his dick. He was not nice enough to take off his clothes so I could feel more equal. He just pulled my mouth over his dick sticking out of his fly. Suddenly I felt hands at my hips raising me and then the head of a dick nosing my asshole. I thought he was just too stupid to find my pussy and raised up higher so it could slip into it but that was not his intention. He gave a loud grunt as he jerked on my hips to drive his dick into my ass! I screamed around the dick in my mouth and tried to pull away but I was not strong enough. I felt a tearing sensation and realized my poor rectum must be bleeding when his dick began sliding in and out without as much friction. When they came they just pushed me over to Marie. Again she was not going to be equal. She just pulled her panties to one side and pulled my mouth into her hairy cunt. The other girl was not wearing panties and pulled my hand over to rub it on her pussy while I went down on Marie. It took forever for her to cum while she humiliated me further by saying, "Make your tongue flutter on my clit, Bitch, don't you know anything?" When I did it good enough to please her I had to do the ultimate humiliation of sticking my tongue in her asshole. My tongue and jaws were aching when she finally sighed and pushed me away. Thankfully the other girl had excited herself enough by using my hand to cum in half the time as Marie. Lance offered me a cold beer which I drank grateful to get the foul taste of their pussies out of my mouth. Then Lance said, "It is my turn but I am not about to put my dick in her foul pussy. There has probably been hundreds of dick in it." I began to protest but he told me to shut up and reminded me I was only to speak to answer questions. He put me on my back then used twine to tie my hands behind my back by tieing my thumbs to vicous alligator clips on the lips of my pussy. He used the same twine to tie my nipples tightly together. They began aching immediately as they created a tight slit between my breasts to make my breasts look like a butt. He told me to get his dick wet with my mouth. It was huge, there was no way I could get it all in my mouth so he had me lick the lower sides and his balls. He jammed it into the valley of my breasts to pull the twine even tighter and began fucking my breasts really hard while he held my head forward by my hair so he could stick the head of his dick into my mouth on the upward strokes. He pushed forward so hard my boobs were hitting my chin and there were constant jerks on my tortured nipples and pussy lips. Suddenly he grunted and pulled my head back to flood my face nose and eyes with his cum. It was gross and humiliating made worse when he untied my hands and told me to scrape off his cum with my fingers and suck the slimy stuff into my mouth. While I was doing that I looked around to see the girls had lifted their skirts to lick each other's pussies, stranger still the men were sucking each other's dicks. I had never heard of such a thing. It seemed to be a whole new plateau of perversion. One of the girls got beer for everybody. While I drank mine they talked about me as if I was not there. Marie said, "Thanks for having me over Lance. It is a kick to make a straight girl eat my pussy." the man who fucked my ass agreed, "Yeah. She has a tight ass too. Almost as good as fucking a young boy." Lance said, "If you have had enough sex it is time to get on with the rest of the slut's punishment." I was thinking that they were just too strange and perverted for me and almost said I was leaving but then I remembered that I had already sworn once that I would not come back and had changed my mind. I decided that it would be dumb to quit now that I only had twenty more to go with easier whips that might bring on the great orgasm I needed so much to justify the pain or better to cure me of any further desire for pain. I went to the other girl and begged her to whip my tits. She just tied my arms loosely above my head facing a large mirror. She said, "You are in front of the mirror so you can see the effect of this whip. I think you will find it interesting." She got the whip with knots and hit me sideways across both my breasts. She was not being kind by not stretching me. She just wanted my tits loose so she could watch them jerk out of position when hit. It hurt bad but not unbearably and I watched fascinated by the red blossoms made on my tits by the knots. It became fantastically exciting in spite of or because of the pain. When she finished my tits looked like someone had been playing connect the dots with a big red crayon. When she asked me if I wanted ten more I cried "Yes! Oh yes! Make me cum!" She cheated me! She dropped the whip that was driving me to the brink of the mother of all orgasms and grabbed the ping pong paddle. There was a double "Slap!" when the paddle hit the outside of one breast to drive it violently into the other. It hurt so bad I got sick and threw up the beer I had drunk. This made her mad, she screamed, "You puked on me you bitch!" and hit me as hard as she could. Thank God I passed out. When I came to, my hip joints were hurting terribly. I was upside down with a large leather strap around my waist to squeeze my tummy to make a tiny waist. The strap was hooked to the wall. My waist was so small I looked almost like an ant and could only breathe with little pants. Two other straps held my legs in the "Splits" with my hands tied to my ankles. The last man of my jury was standing there idly swishing the willow switch through the air. When he saw I was awake he said, "You cheated Carla by passing out. You won't be able to pass out with all the blood in your head for your last twenty." I cried "No! No! I have already had sixty lashes!" "You volunteered for twenty extra, stupid. Did you really think Lance and I would allow you to cheat us out of our pleasure?" I remembered that only the switch and broomstraws were left and hoped the broom would be slapped on my pussy for my last chance at orgasm. I heard a "Whish!" then felt a dreadful sting and burn to my left inner thigh. I screamed and kept screaming as he went from thigh to thigh inching closer and closer to my pussy until it came crashing down on my left pussy lip then the right. I would have passed out if possible at the last one that buried the tip in my asshole and set my clitoris on fire. Then Lance moved toward me with the broom. Even the thought of it slapping my pussy that was now on fire made me cringe and try to protest but I had screamed so much I was hoarse and could only shake my head and croak "No!" I was not lucky enough to be slapped. He held the sharp broomstraws by the cut off handle and began stabbing my gaping pussy with it. All I could do was groan as hundreds of punctures were made in my crotch until blood began to run down my stomach to pool at the base of my breasts. Lance said, "She obviously can't go home like this." My voice had completely gone. All I could do was whisper, "Mercy. Please let me go home. I will die if I am hurt anymore." They either didn't hear me or ignored me while they carried me to the center of the room to be held in a standing position by padded straps in my armpits. Then they did an incredible thing. They got cool damp cloths to dab on my welts until the sting and burn went away. When only the throbbing deep pain was left they began licking my pussy, nipples and asshole while telling me how proud they were to know such a courageous woman. They loved me! The same people who had hurt me so terribly loved me and were making me feel wonderful. They licked me until I had a sweet orgasm then carried me to bed. Carla and Maria Joined me to put a soothing lotion on all my welts until I fell asleep. I woke up real late. When I had dressed and looked around everyone had gone home. Lance was in the gym with someone and I thought I should not bother him. I noticed little screams coming from a door next to his gym and opened it. There was a window in the room which I discerned to be what I had thought was a mirror. There was a ventilation grille so you could clearly hear sounds from the gym and a video camera on a tripod facing the window. I went closer to the camera to see inside the room. It was all I could do to suppress a scream. There was a woman hanging upside down like I had been for the switching with a gag in her mouth. She was screaming through her nose. Lance had stuck needles about a foot long through her nipples and breasts and was in the process of threading her pussy lips with them. The poor womans breasts looked like pincushions. I couldn't stand the sight and turned my back to the window. I saw shelves filled with videotapes with girl's names on them. I found three with my name and scooped them up to leave by the backdoor but then I changed my mind and went into his kitchen to get two big garbage bags then went back to get all of them. When I had them all I unloaded the camera and left just as he was whipping her bleeding breasts and pussy with the knotted whip. I barely got home when he called to say, "I know you have my tapes you little bitch. If you don't have them back here in twenty minutes you are dead meat!" I told him I had dropped them off at the police station with his name and address and that he had better get out of town. He evidentally followed my advice because when I did eventually drop off all the tapes that were too terrible to watch the TV said the police were looking for him for suspicion of murder. It took me two weeks to look at all the tapes. Almost all of them were like mine in that the girl or woman would be brought along gradually to accept more and more pain and humiliation. I felt a lot better to see that I was not the only one to develop the need for pain to get great orgasms. I felt really fortunate to get out when I did. Some women who didn't, ended up dying horrible deaths by whipping with wire until they bled to death, having red hot rods pushed into their pussies, being sliced by knives, or punctured by various things. In one of the worst the police would have evidence against all the people who had tortured me. In that video they had this poor woman tied to the wall. Lance frightened her by saying that he had used her money to buy a hundred darts with the longest points possible then bent over the points so they would not fall out of the skin. The object was to hit her nipples and clitoris. Anyone hitting a nipple would get to burn her nipples and clitoris with cigarettes. If any were good enough to stick a dart in her clitoris he or she could kill her. They were not good dart throwers. The poor woman had all hundred darts sticking in her with none to the nipple so they pulled them out ripping her skin with the hooks and started over. They moved closer and now all of them stuck in her breasts or groin until one of the girls hit a nipple squarely and one of the men had her screaming though her nose when he put one in her clit. Carla had hit the nipple and giggled when the woman screamed at each burn to her nipples until they were covered with blisters. The woman passed out when she burned her clit so they hung her upside down and threw water on her till she was wide awake. Carla was mad that she had spoiled her fun and burned all of the inside of her pussy. She was killed by very slowly pushing a long sword in her pussy until it reached her heart. Another woman was killed just by the girls. There was only one tape of her with no indication she was recruited by Lance. When the tapes started she was lying naked on the floor giggling while Carla and Marie was licking her pussy. Then they asked her if she wanted to try something a little kinky. She giggled and said, "Kinky is my middle name." They tied her ankles to ropes in the ceiling and pulled her up until she was standing on her hands with her legs pulled apart. She was still giggling and told them the blood going to her head made her feel giddy. Carla tightened a belt around her stomach until she complained she could barely breathe then put a rope on it to pull her forward to a pulley on the wall. Marie put ropes on her wrist to run to hooks on the other wall then they tightened the ropes to pull her hips forward while the ropes put her in a back bend to make her breasts hang horizontally to the floor. She began to cry, "Not like this! It hurts. I thought you would just tie my legs open to eat my pussy. Let me down!" Carla went over to her and said, "Bitch! We will teach you to never hit on one of our girls again!" That frightened her and she began to scream and struggle but she was tied so tightly she could barely move. Marie got the leather whip and began to whip her gaping pussy with it while carla used the broomstick on her breasts. I knew how that felt and shuddered as they whipped her over and over until her poor breasts and pussy were purple. Then Carla said "Let's make sure by not having her attractive anymore. They left the room leaving the poor woman hanging there moaning and struggling to reappear with a small barbecue grille filled with charcoal. The poured lighter fluid over it and set it on fire then staightened out wire coat hangers and put them in the fire to turn them red hot while the poor woman stared at it moaning "No! No! Don't burn me. I'll do anything you want." Marie said, "You are doing what we want you silly bitch!" She took out a hanger and began whipping her pussy with the red hot end then Carla did the same to her tits while she let out bloodcurdling cries. Even that was not enough for them. They slid the grille under her breasts and began to cook them giggling at the poor woman's struggle to raise her tits away from it. Then Marie said, "No use neglecting that hairy foul cunt." She poured lighter fluid all over her pussy and pooled it inside then lit it. The hair burst into flame and then the skin began to peel into blisters. They kept the fires going until the poor woman went limp. Carla moved out the grille then felt for a pulse in her neck until she said, "The bitch has died on us. She must have had a weak heart." Marie left and the tape ended. It seemed they liked to train younger girls like me to accept more punishment gradually but older women or girls who did not want any punishment were killed in one session. It also explained the long questionaire I had filled out asking if I had close relatives or a room mate. They wanted to make sure we would not be missed right away. The tapes should have frightened me so bad I would no longer be interested in pain but after I gave all the bad tapes to the police The memory began to fade. Watching the milder tapes were exciting enough to keep me excited enough to have small orgasms through masturbation but not the great thrill I wanted. I spent hours at the stores hoping to find one of the girls on the tapes to see if they had found a replacement for Lance with no success. One night while watching a tape that no longer excited me I thought of Jane. the sexual escapades she had described with her boyfiend Mike had seemed tame and a little silly after what I had been through but I thought they may have progressed to more exciting things. She was glad to hear from me and was anxious to discuss Lance. She thought it was fantastic to find I had been the one that reported him to the police. She was excited at the idea of my having tapes of him in action and invited me over for drinks and to look at a tape. I decided to take a series starring a girl named Lisa because it was much like mine with the pain and humiliation increasing with each tape. I wanted to see their reactions to see if they would be interested in giving me the pain I needed. When I arrived I found they were big on costumes. Mike wore black leather pants and boots while Jane was wearing a leather bikini. They offered me one to wear and I accepted although I would have preferred being naked. Mike told Jane to get us drinks while I loaded the first tape. I guess she wanted to demonstrate her submissiveness by coming back from the kitchen carrying our drinks on a tray by walking on her knees but I was amused that she was wearing knee pads to keep from hurting her knees on the hardwood floor. The first tape mirrored my first experience with Lance doing the light whipping with the little willow switches. Jane and I had been through that and when we told Mike he seemed amazed. "You mean you girls just let him whip you like that girl without protesting? It must have hurt. Her skin turned red!" I explained that as he saw, everything happened gradually and seemed to build naturally. Jane chimed in saying, "He didn't tape the exercise leading up to this. It was really hard with a lot of stretching exercises that made muscles hurt. Also I got real sweaty and the leotard became transparent. There were mirrors all around and seeing myself nearly nude in the mirrors excited me a little. The massage sounded good and he was so calm and matter of fact about it I didn't want to look silly by turning it down." "Yeah but he got you naked. He could have switched you on the leotard since it was so thin." "Maybe, but it was better on bare skin and a lot of my clothes have bare backs. By the time he finished my back I was too excited to object to having my bottom "Massaged" and that led to turning over for my front." "Why haven't you suggested I use switches. We haven't used anything but the little whip." "I thought you might think I was crazy if I volunteered for more pain. I left it up to you. If you want to use switches you can. I just want you to promise that you will stop when I have had enough." "I always have. Haven't I?" "Yes..Sometimes even too soon." "Well next time I will whip you until you beg for mercy." "That would be a good idea. that way I could moan and scream without you thinking I am being hurt too badly. I could say "Mercy" and you could hit easier or stop." I could tell that the idea of being able to hurt her more was exciting him by the lump that had grown in his pants. The next tape that ended with her being hit by the strap on her breasts and pussy really excited all of us. At the end Mike said we needed to be punished for being sluts since we were rubbing our bikinis into our crotches. I realized he was still in the phase of needing an excuse for a whipping.I was looking forward to it. He told us to take off each others Bikinis. We did it slowly enjoying his growing excitement as well as ours. He told us to hug each other for a good spanking. That was exciting as we rubbed our boobs and pussy together then he began whipping our butts with a wimpy whip made of thin leather straps that barely stung. After a few of those I said "Harder" and he hit just a little bit harder so I yelled, "No. Harder!" Now even the little whip was causing a good sting to make us excited enough to spread our legs to grind our pussies into each others thighs. Evidentally our butts got red because he stopped. I panted into Janes ear, "Turn around." We put our butts together and linked our arms to push out our breasts. Mike looked stunned then began whipping our stomachs until I moaned,"Higher," to feel the lashes snapping against my boobs then Jane squealed, "Enough! Hit my pussy!" After only a few of those we laid sideways on the floor so He could lick my pussy while I licked Janes and she sucked his dick. It had been so long since I had sex with other people I managed to have a good orgasm which only whetted my appetite for more. When he came he got up to get us beers then I put in another tape and sat on the couch. The next tape ended with Lisa being whipped with the long switch. We watched it sitting on the couch naked with me in the middle. I played with Janes pussy and stroked Mikes dick while they played with me. It excited all of us but Mike and I the most. Jane cringed at each "Snap" of the switch and at the end said, "That must hurt terribly. I'll bet she never came back." I agreed that it hurt but as excitement built up the pain did not seem bad and then said, "You could never know the excitement possible with your little wimpy whip. I have an idea. Why don't we have Mike tie us over the desk to spank our bottoms with his belt. We could have him put your vibrating fake dicks in our pussies to increase the excitement." Jane said, "I don't know. His belt looks like it would hurt a lot." I explained that the instrument did not matter. It was how hard it was used and that Mike would not hit hard. This was not true. No matter how hard Mike hit with their little whip no real pain could be felt. Jane said, "It does sound exciting. Mike. You won't hit hard will you?" He promised that he wouldn't and I realised she did not know that true excitement could only be reached by being totally submissive. Volunteering after bargaining for limits would never bring on the gigantic orgasms. Ever increasing pain and the element of fear had to be added to really get there. He tied us lying over the desk with our hips touching.Then he used both hands to play with our pussies until we were wet enough to bury the vibrators and turn them on. He waited until we showed signs of excitement then began slapping the belt sideways to hit both our butts at once. It felt good but I wanted some sting so I said "Harder." Jane just nodded in agreement. Now my ass began to feel hot and I knew it was getting to Jane too. We were both squeezing our legs together and pushing on the edge of the desk to press the dildos against our clits. She turned her face to me and it had this wild excited look. When I said "Harder" again she moaned "No." but we all knew she didn't mean it. He began hitting lower so the belt could touch our pussies that were pooching out and we began making little squeals and pushed back so the lips could be hit to make the dildos jump. We began to pump to meet the whip and rub our breasts on the desk till she screamed and slumped followed by me. He recognised that we had cum and untied us. We dropped to our knees to take turns licking and sucking his dick in thanks for the wonderful orgasm. We used our free hands to keep our dildos moving to continue after shocks until Mike came. He went for drinks while Jane and I laid on the floor hugging each other. She was radiant as she said,"My God. That was fantastic. I always thought of spankings as foreplay. It never occurred to me I could get fabulous orgasms from it. I think it is better to have you being whipped at the same time. I don't have to feel so weird." I agreed but I didn't really mean it. I preferred to be whipped alone so all the attention would be directed at me. We settled back to watch Lisa's last tape. In this one Lance whipped her from the shoulders to mid-thigh at the back. Lisa just grunted at each lash until he moved to the front. He covered her stomach until it was entirely red then brought one across her nipples to make her scream then kept her screaming with several more to her breasts. Jane screamed in empathy when he began on her pussy. At the last he faced her to upper- cut her pussy with some of the lashes going into her slit and she passed out which ended the tape. Jane was actually crying, "How could that bastard be so mean? If I had kept coming back that could have happened to me!" I hugged and consoled her by saying, "She is alright. Switches aren't as bad as they look. They are light and just hurt the skin. It is not nearly as bad as being hit with a broomstick. That leaves terrible bruises that ache for days. I have been switched with both." Mike was incredulous. "He whipped you with a broomstick?!" How could you stand it?" I explained that if he had got me excited enough by adding pain gradually additional pain just brought on more excitement but that time everything he did was too terrible which made me leave. Jane said, "I don't want to be hurt." "That isn't true. You know that Jane, You came from whipping alone." She protested, "That was different. I just turned red and the redness is almost gone already. That switch could leave scars." I stood up so they could inspect my body and said, "Look at me. I have no scars." I became excited by the attention while they lifted my breasts and pulled my pussy lips around and said "I have a willow tree at home if you would like to try switches. We can cut all different sizes." Mike said excitedly, "That sounds fantastic but it is getting late and the thought has made me horny. Let's just have sex now and we will do it tomorrow." He laid on his back to have me straddle his dick while Jane straddled his mouth. It felt wonderful but without the foreplay of whipping he came before Jane or I got to orgasm. Jane looked confused, "I don't understand. Having my pussy eaten has always given me great orgasms." I explained that once a person has had the foreplay of whipping sex alone was not enough. "Oh God. Does that mean you have to be hurt more and more to get orgasms? I love having orgasms but the thought of being badly hurt to get them scares me." I told her that I thought everyone was different and that she would find the level of pain that worked. I told her that if the pain was too much it was no longer exciting. I was sure that was true but only the bruising pain of the broomstick had been too much for me. I did not know where my limit was with whips. I went home so excited at the prospect of the excitement coming that I had trouble going to sleep and slept late. I got up and went out stark naked to cut switches from two to six feet long then threw ropes over a big limb on the tree so Jane and I could be tied. When they finally arrived I had worked myself into a frenzy of anticipation and was crushed when Jane said that she had been thinking about it and decided that she did not want to get any deeper into pain. I was frantic and told her that I would do the whipping and would make sure that she would only get terrifically excited to have a great orgasm. When she still hesitated I told them that if I could whip her they could both whip me as long and as hard as they wanted. I realized I had been set up when they grinned at each other in triumph and agreed but at that point I did not care. She admitted that it was exciting to be naked out in the open with the possibility of strangers seeing her and was trembling with excitement when we had her tied in an "X" shape from the limb. I started with the smallest switches watching her closely to gauge the level of excitement she needed to change to a larger switch and hit harder. She went into full orgasm before I even got to the largest switch and Mike jumped up from where he had been sitting on the ground stroking his dick to slam his dick in her pussy and bite her nipples. That made her scream so I joined him by biting her ass until I had left teeth marks all over it. Even after Mike came his dick stayed hard so he pushed me down on my hands and knees so he could jam it in my asshole while we watched Jane gurgling and shuddering as aftershocks of her monster orgasm rocked her body. Knowing how she was feeling allowed me to have a small orgasm with the dick in my ass while he pinched my pussy but it just made me want more! They teased me by sipping on beers and hugging each other until they finished and Mike said it was my turn. They tied me so tightly my joints ached but I enjoyed the feeling of helplessness. Mike said I looked beautiful stretched that way and Jane agreed adding, "She looks sweet enough to eat." They grinned at each other and moved toward me. I expected one of them to go down on me and was ready to protest that I wanted to be excited by the whip first. Before I could say anything Mike put his mouth on my breast and bit me, Hard! It really hurt and I gasped but then Jane knelt between his legs to begin biting my tender inner thighs. I had no idea it would hurt that much or be that exciting to be bitten. Jane kept working towards my pussy while Mike came closer to my nipples. Then he was biting my nipples and she was biting my pussy pulling and biting like a dog tearing at a large piece of meat. I came! Then they took the two largest switches. They remembered what I said and made the lashes to my butt and tummy easy at first then harder as I moaned and pulsated with excitement. Men really seemed to love making my boobs jump, sway and compress under the lash. He stood in front of me to whip my bitten breasts while she went behind to bring the tip of the switch between my legs to have every lash hit my asshole and some to hit directly on my clit. My orgasms became so strong I became nearly hysterical and began screaming, "Harder! Harder!" until my orgasms made me fall into unconsciousnees. When I woke up I was lying on my bed. They had found my salve and was dabbing it on the places that my skin had been torn by their teeth or the ends of the switches. They were bleeding but just a little bit. Jane was crying. When she saw I was awake she said accusingly, "You are crazy and you are going to make us crazy if we keep seeing you. I enjoyed whipping you! I came from it! You would not tell us to stop. If we keep seeing you we may end up killing you or worse yet I may become like you. Mike and I have agreed to use only the soft whip and we don't want to see you anymore because you may tempt us into something terrible. You need help! See a psychiatrist!" Mike just nodded and they left. I felt really rotten. I had reached ultimate orgasm and was being called crazy for it. After awhile I realized that this was the second time I had been told I needed a psychiatrist and decided that they may be right. After all it seemed to take more and more pain to get me off. I conceded that I at least needed advice and decided to see a priest. I could not face one so I decided just to go to confession. In the privacy of the booth I was able to tell him what had happened to me without much detail other than being whipped and being excited by it. I ended crying and asking if I should got to a psychiatrist in spite of my fear that I would be committed to an insane asylum. I don't know what I expected but it was not his soothing voice saying, "You don't need a psychiatrist dear. Your problem is simply that you have confused sex with pain. They should be two entirely different things. Pain is good. As you know the Church has used pain in order to save souls both by penitence and the inquisitions. Sex is also good between married people. I think I can help you. Would you like me to try?" "Oh yes Father! Please! I will do anything! "Are you very sure? If you agree You will be suffering more pain than you ever have before and if it is done properly you will not have the release of orgasm. I will decide the extent and length of treatment. This is a big decision on both our parts because I may have to break my oath of celibacy to be sure you can enjoy sex without pain." "I don't care if you kill me. I can't keep living like this." "Fine. Can you arrange a vacation from work for two weeks or more?" "I am not working. I can be away as long as you want. Will we be going somewhere?" "No. This is a very old church. By accident I discovered a room in the sub-basement that was used to torture heretics and people suspected of being satanists. I have discovered some nuns need to prove their devotion to Jesus by volunteering for pain. They have moved on to other churches so we will have the place to ourselves. When would you like to start your treatment?" "Anytime. I guess." "No time like the present. Follow me." He led me downstairs to a basement then opened a thick door for more stairs to a sub-basement. It was really spooky. It was deathly quiet and the only light was from candles in holders in the walls that he lit as we went down. He opened another door to reveal what I assumed was a huge room because I could not see the far walls by his candle. He went around lighting candles on the wall to light a scene out of a horror movie. I must have been fascinated by pain long before I experienced it because I had read books about the french and Spanish Inquisition, public floggings, and the Nazi's torture methods. The instruments made to maim or kill were missing but everything else was there that I recognized from pictures I had seen. A rack to be stretched on until all your joints hurt, a cross for crucifixion, stocks to hold you bent over for spanking your butt and thighs, An "X" shaped frame to be hung on with arms and legs spread to make the pussy vulnerable, a splintery split cedar log to straddle that would drive stickers into your ass-crack, pussy and inner thighs, but most frightening were large fish hooks dangling from the ceiling I assumed would be stuck in the skin to hold you in position. There were also chains on both walls and ceiling and a full array of whips and paddles. There was also a charcoal fire box with rods in it. I picked one out to see the letter "A" I looked at others with "B, W, P," and a steel rod with a sharp point." I asked the priest about them and he explained sinners could be branded with A for adulteress, B for blasphemer, W for witch and P for prostitute. He told me that in the investigation for witches they would look for marks of the Devil by using the red hot pointed rod to touch any blemish on the skin. The theory was that if the person did not scream it proved it was a devil's mark. If a person was unlucky enough to have a lot of blemishes they would become so hoarse from screaming they could only moan. This proved they were the anti-christ so they would be burned alive. I shuddered because a tiny burn would make me cry for hours. "I will be giving you some tests but of course not with red hot rods. Naturally you must suffer the humiliation of being nude for them." I undressed in front of him but naturally I felt excitement rather than humiliation because I was proud of my body and expected him to become excited by it. He watched me avidly while I undressed but his face remained passive. With his dark clothes and the dim light I could not tell if he was getting hard. When I was naked he led me over to the stocks and locked my neck and wrist in the holes in the wood. He said, "I think you were excited by pain because you just received light spankings that stimulated rather than hurt. Look at this. It will hurt." He showed me a whip with half inch wide leather thongs that had given me orgasms. I guess if I had really wanted to be cured I would have told him that I loved that kind of whip but the place and my fantasies of having everything done to me had me excited enough to want to get at least one more orgasm before I was cured. He began whipping my butt and thighs but he really was not hitting that hard so I just moaned or gasped at each lash as I felt myself building toward orgasm. After about twenty he said, "You may scream if you like. No-one can hear you down here." I didn't feel like screaming. Moaning seemed right for the increasing excitement. I was dishonest again. I said breathlessly, "I don't desrve the release of screaming. I will try to suffer silently." "If you can suffer silently I am not hitting hard enough or on insensitive places. You will scream!" He began hitting harder and then began to direct the tips to hit my inner thighs and the lips of my pussy. I began screaming but not from the pain. The wonderful release of orgasms caused them. I kept screaming until the orgasms became so intense I let my head fall and just moaned. It is almost impossible for an observer to differentiate the difference between ultimate orgasms and great pain. He stopped to say, "I believe you have reached your limit of absorbing pain without fainting." I dishonestly nodded my head and he let me loose for me to caress my red butt and pussy lips. "You now know what real pain is like. Do you think this has cured you of ever wanting it to happen again?" He seemed genuinely concerned about curing me and I felt terribly guilty. I began to cry and said, "Oh Father. I lied by agreeing I had reached my threshold of pain. I was not screaming for the pain. I was in orgasm. I had reached my ultimate orgasm. If I had been honest I would have told you to continue because I know it would have been pure pain when I couldn't cum anymore." "Really! I would have sworn you were in terrible pain, especially when I hit your private parts." "I was! You don't understand. It is the pain that gives me orgasms and the greater the pain the better the orgasm." "But there must be a point where the pain is too much to be overpowered by excitement." It took all my nerve to admit what created the worst pain because my recent orgasm made me wonder if I really wanted to be cured. "I don't know, so far I have reached orgasm even with terrible pain. The longer it goes on the better. I guess my worst experience was when I was subjected to short periods of pain with time to calm down. I told him about my last experience weith Lance that would have been pure pain if they had not made love to me at the end. "I am glad to hear that. I had no intention to hurt you so badly you would be scarred. The answer seems to be to provide great pain in short bursts but another solution may to give you lesser pain for such a long time you can no longer orgasm. Although women have the ability to have multiple orgasms there has to be a point where further orgasms are impossible." "Well.. Maybe. So far my orgasms just got more and more powerful until I became hysterical. "I think we should try my multiple orgasm theory first. If it works you will just have redness that will go away soon. Great pain will leave welts and bruises even possibly breaks in your skin. What excites you the most?" I was excited just at the thought of an ideal whipping. "Use a leather thong whip like the one on the wall. Start on my butt then move to my breasts, my stomach and finally my crotch. Once I am really excited you can hit me as hard as you want." I knew the thong whip would just sting no matter how hard he hit and could hardly wait to get started. "Is it better if you are tied or untied?" "Oh tied! If I am untied I feel guilty for not trying to escape and it takes longer to get to orgasm." "In that case you should be tied to make those areas of your body accessible." He got ropes with padded leather cuffs on the end to buckle on my wrists and ankles then tied me with my arms above my head and my legs spread. I was not tied tightly so I was comfortable. " Since I can't tell if you are suffering pain or in orgasm I want you to tell me when you reach orgasm." I promised that I would and he began whipping my ass but the real excitement didn't start until he got to my boobs. He was no different than any other man. I could tell by his grin and excitement that he loved making my boobs sway and bounce under the lashes. He began slowly lashing down my tummy until they began going across my pussy lips. He had done it so perfectly I began to cum after only about ten and screamed, "I'm cumming. Oh God! I'm cumming." "Good. We will keep them coming." He dropped his pants to reveal a huge dick which he jammed into my pussy until our crotches hit. While he fucked me he spanked my butt with both hands to drive me into him. When he came he pulled his pants back up then began lashing me again saying, "You first came at forty. I will give you a hundred more." He began to lash just my most sensitive places. My nipples and uppercuts into my open pussy dripping with his cum and my juices. He didn't get to give me the whole hundred. My orgasms became so powerful I fainted. I woke up lying on my back on the rack. He was idly dabbing my red skin with a damp rag and tugging on my pussy hair. When he saw I was awake he said, "You fainted. Is that because you could not get another orgasm?" I should have lied but he seemed to be so sincere about helping me I just couldn't. "I am afraid not. I had an orgasm so powerful it made me pass out." "Then we will have to try the other method." The idea frightened me. He had hit really hard when he was making me cum. I had no idea how bad it could get if he didn't want me to climax. "No wait. I have an idea. If I was tied with my head down to keep blood in it I may not pass out." "That is a good idea but even if it works you will have many good climaxes and I think that is counter-productive "I would like to give the first method one more chance. Let's think about it and I'll come back in a few days. I am real tired now." "You aren't going anywhere until you are cured. Why do you think I asked about your job. You will be in pain for months if necessary." That really scared me! "No! I have changed my mind. I don't want to be cured!" "You don't have a choice. I broke my vow of chastity for you and you will pay for it. The door is locked and you are still tied. I knew the cuffs were still on my wrists and ankles but the ropes were loose and I thought he had just untied them rather than unbuckling the cuffs. I heard a clicking noise when he stepped behind me and my ropes began to tighten. My hands were pulled behind my head then my butt began to slide on the table as I was dragged until My body began to stretch. I didn't complain because it felt kind of good at first but then I began to feel a strain to my shoulders and knees that was painful. "That's enough. I can't move if you want to whip me again." "It is not enough. I'll know when it is enough." He kept turning the winch one click at a time while I whimpered then broke into sobs begging him to let me loose. "Why? You said that great pain brought on orgasms. this can keep you in pain for as long as we want." "No! Not like this! This isn't hurting a sexy part. This is terrible!" "Then this should cure you of desiring pain. I'll be back in a little while to see how you are doing." He left me! I was in intense pain for awhile but then my body must have stretched and my nerves deadened because I got to the point of just being uncomfortable. If this was a sample of what it would take to cure me I knew I didn't want to be cured. He came back to check on me and I whimpered, "Please let me go. I am cured! I no longer desire pain. I just want normal love." "Good. To celebrate I'll give you normal love." When I was loose he simply slid me down the table then fucked me in the missionary position which I thought was appropriate. It wasn't really normal love. There was no foreplay at all. He simply opened his fly to put his huge dick in me then pumped furiously until he came in about a minute. I was barely excited when he pulled out and said, "How was that?" "Wonderful. You have cured me! May I go home now?" "You are lying! What kind of heathen are you to lie to a priest. Your reaction to normal love were not even close to your reactions when you went into orgasm from pain." "No! It did feel good. I would have cum if it had lasted a little longer. Honest!" "Possibly but the way you reacted it would have taken hours and no man can last that long. When I am through any attention you get from a man that does not involve pain will excite you." "Oh God! What are you going to do to me now. I really don't want to be hurt anymore!" "It occurred to me while upstairs that you may honestly hate pain in general but that you may still desire it on erogenous zones. That is where we will concentrate our efforts." I actually had some hope. After all I had been able to overcome horrendous pain to my butt, breasts, and pussy and so far he had not hit nearly hard enough for me to be in greater pain than I could stand. It even started out well. He told me that I should see what is happening to me to possibly increase my discomfort. He led me over to a large mirror and tied me in front of it with my arms up and legs spread. It was just like foreplay. My pussy was open just a little and my breasts were out as if begging to be whipped. He caressed my trembling boobs then said, "Are you comfortable?" "Yes I guess so. I am a little frightened. Why?" "I don't want anything to hurt except erogenous zones." He went to the wall and picked out a really nasty looking whip. There were four skinny tightly braided thongs with knots about three inches apart. At the sight of it I began to moan in fear. He grinned and said, "I must have picked the proper instrument." He stepped behind me and brought it under my right armpit to let the knots hit my breasts. It was obvious the whip would be wicked if used hard but he didn't hit hard. There was just a sting and red blossoms appeared on my breasts where the knots hit. I relaxed assuming this would just be exciting while I watched in fascination as blossoms continued to appear on my breasts and finally on my lower tummy and pussy when he swung the whip up between my legs. My excitement continued to grow even though it was obvious from the louder "Snaps!" and deeper colored blossoms that he was hitting harder. I could see my boobs being compressed and pulled into weird shapes and my pussy lips wrenched open for center lashes to enter but it was just bringing me to a peak. He stopped! It was awful. I was just on the edge of what I knew would be a tremendous orgasm. I let my head fall and sobbed and pumped my hips in frustration as the exciting pain changed to a throbbing ache. "Can you stand a few more?" "Oh yes! A lot more! Don't stop now I am nearly there." "That is what I thought. You'll get more, but later." What he did next was incredible. I knew it had to excite him to whip my nude defenseless body but he just walked over to a chair and poured himself a cup of coffee out of a thermos. He sipped it as he watched me sobbing and trembling. My whole body felt hot from the whipping and sweat was glistening on my body while I watched the dots on my body from the knots turning darker and uglier. By the time he finished his coffee I had stopped sobbing and my breathing was nearly normal. When he got up to come to me I was relieved that I would be let down. I was exhausted and just wanted to go to sleep. He caressed my boobs and pussy saying, That whip made some interesting patterns. Are you very sore?" It was a stupid question and it angered me. "Of course I am sore! Can't you see the dots are turning purple. Let me down. I am exhausted I need sleep." That angered him. "You are in no position to make demands. Neither of us will get much sleep. I left a note on the door saying I would be gone a few days. I have another whip I want to try that will be much more accurate." "No! I don't want any more pain even if it is on sexy parts." "You mean you don't want any more unless it brings you to orgasm. You might make it this time. I almost went too far last time." He went to the wall and brought back a willow switch about three feet long. It was tiny, only about a half-inch thick at the base and narrowing to a point. I couldn't see how it could be too bad. Maybe it would bring me to orgasm. This time I planned to hide my excitement. He went back to the wall to bring back another full-length mirror on casters he brought behind me and had me direct him to position it so I could see my butt. I was relieved he planned to spank me with the little switch I had been afraid that even the switch would hurt badly on my sore boobs and pussy. He began putting pink lines across both my butt cheeks. It just made a tingle that I wanted closer to my clitoris so I raised up on my tip-toes to encourage him to hit lower on my butt. He understood and grinned at me when he began lashing across the junction of my hips and thighs so close to my pussy. I pushed my butt out to make my pussy pooch out behind me but he teased me by hitting all around it. I forgot all about hiding my excitement. My tummy was pulsating with excitement and juice was beginning to drip from my pussy when he suddenly brought the switch across his chest and back-handed my breasts with the tip hitting squarely on my nipple. My excitement disappeared into a sea of agony. Over and over the tip bit my nipples and then my clit as I struggled to dodge to spoil his aim but even when I was successful the pain at the edges of my nipples and clit was so terrible I was screaming until I was so exhausted I just hung on the ropes jerking spasmodically as the tip bit into me until blood began appearing in the tiny welts. He stopped when the blood began to drip then went back to the closet to come back with a bottle of rubbing alcohol. I thought I was too exhausted to react to anything but when he poured some on my nipple it caught fire. I began to scream again and pull away but he just grabbed my other breast and pulled me forward to set it on fire too. Finally he pinched my the lower lips of my pussy to pull me forward then pressed the mouth of the bottle against my clit. The fire seemed to climb clear inside my body. As I screamed and struggled he just said nastily, "Relax! I am helping you! I don't want you to get infected." That was easy for him to say but the most sensitive places on my body were on fire! "Don't help me! I am on fire! Please!! I can't stand this pain." "We seem to be making progress. This is pain to your sexiest parts." " Please!! I don't want pain to any part. I will never want pain again." "Well then. I will try something you may like." He began to lick and nibble on my nipples. It felt wonderful. The pain was soon replaced by a pleasant tingle as my nipples hardened then his lips slid down my body until his tongue was gently caressing my clitoris. Incredibly my exhaustion was replaced by a growing excitement. Then he used his fingers on my nipples while his tongue worked on my clit until I was nearly at climax. Suddenly he stopped to say, "Are you enjoying this?" He knew I was! He had seen me near climax enough times to know I was close. "Yes! It is wonderful! Please don't stop." "I am glad you appear to enjoy normal sex and not pain but you may be faking. Since you no longer want pain you can prove you want me to continue licking you by asking for a little spanking with the strap." I really didn't want to be hurt but I felt frustrated to have him stop. I focused on the words "Little" and "Strap." I knew the strap had never seemed bad and the few indicated by "Little" might be worth it to prove I could reach climax with his tongue. "Please give me a little spanking so I can prove I prefer gentle love." He went to the wall and came back with a strap. I had never seen one like it before. Lengths of leather had been stitched together to make it about a half-inch thick. He held it out in front of my eyes so I could see it was so stiff it remained straight when he held it out instead of bending like a normal strap. "This is nothing like any strap you have experienced before. It is not just thick. There is a strip of lead between layers to add weight. I used it on one of the nuns. The bruises lasted over a week. I think I will give you a birthday spanking of twenty." That really scared me. Anything that had left bruises over a few days had been hell. This promised to be worse. "No No! Please! Don't even hit me once. I'll do anything if you won't use that on me!" "I think that it is best for you to feel it. Then you won't object to anything with the threat of it's being used again." I could see he would not change his mind. I squinched my eyes shut and braced myself praying that my body could convert even this to excitement. When it hit I swore my pelvic bones had been bruised. I screamed at the top of my lungs as my hips were pushed forward as far as I could stretch under the ropes. "Please! No more! It is terrible!" "Oh yes. There will be nineteen more. To give you a break I will count to twenty before the next one then nineteen etc until a count of two for the last." That was no break! It made it twice as bad because my fear of the next increased with each count. He counted very slowly by the time he got to eighteen I was sobbing and pleading but it didn't work and the strap hit an untouched portion to bring on unbelievable pain. He was diabolical. Each lash would hit a portion that had not been numbed until there was no white skin left then he started over on the portions where the nerves had come back alive and extra sensitive. I fainted on the tenth but it didn't help. He splashed buckets of cold water on me to bring me back then continued. I gave up on getting him to stop and began to plead for him to hit faster so it could be over. It was the wrong thing to do. He must have thought I was beginning to enjoy it because he spaced them out further and hit even harder. I lost track of the count. I must have fainted again on the last one because after being doused with cold water until awake he laid the strap on the ground and began untying me. I slumped to the cold concrete floor and laid on my stomach as my butt continued to throb and burn. He said, "That was a lot of work. I am getting something to drink. Would you like something." "Oh yes Please!" I croaked. My screams and sobbing had completely dried my mouth and throat. "Aren't you going to thank me?" He had almost killed me I could not imagine why he should be thanked. "Thank you? For what?" "For only hitting you twenty times. I could have made it thirty or forty." "Oh. Thank you for only giving me twenty." "You are welcome. Your butt would have probably been too numb to appreciate more anyway." He may have been right but it was certainly not numb now. It throbbed with pain and when I touched it lightly my fingers hurt it more." He went over to one of the buckets that held the cold water he had thrown on me and soaked a towel he laid gently over my butt. That helped a lot. The burn stopped right away and the throbbing seemed to diminish as he left for drinks. In a few minutes he came back with cold beers. I glugged mine down gratefully while he sipped his and watched me kneeling with my legs spread to keep any pressure away from my butt. When I finished the second beer he said, "Is your mouth and throat nice and wet again?" "Yes. Thank you. I was terribly thirsty." At that he stood up and began removing his clothes. When he was naked exhibiting his very hard and thick dick he said, "You can properly thank me by sucking my dick." He stood in front of me and I tentatively put his dick in my mouth. He promptly gagged me by pulling on the back of my head to drive it down my throat. I gagged at each of his thrusts but was able to breathe on the out strokes until I gagged again as spurts of his semen shot down my throat. He stepped back to sit on the floor while I watched his penis shrivel to less than half it's size. He smiled, "That was good. A proper thanks. With some practise you could become expert at fellatio. I assumed that was another word for cocksucking. It was certainly classier and if it helped avoid pain I would be happy to do it again although it did nothing for me. "How do you feel about pain now?" "I hate it. I'll do anything to avoid it." "Maybe. But you may just be lying. I think I will give you a little test. Get back up on your knees. I have to urinate after the beer. You will open your mouth and drink it." "No please! That is gross. I'll be sick." "Most likely. Would you rather be hurt?" "No. God no! I'll do it." Actually I would have preferred the thong whip on my front but I was afraid if I said that he would do something worse. He had a big bladder and he made me swallow it all. He was barely done before I could hold no more and ran to a corner to throw up until I just had dry heaving. When I came back with tears on my cheeks he said, "Very good. You proved you don't want pain. We are both tired now and need sleep." He put me back on the rack and stretched me but not to the point I was in pain then threw a blanket over me and began blowing out the candles to leave slamming the thick door behind me. It was pitch black and I slept fitfully. I was glad when he returned to light the candles as I was sure I heard rats scurrying around all night long and couldn't see if they were coming close. He came over to me and said, "You heal nicely. You have hardly a mark." as he caressed my breasts and pussy. I just tightened up in fear he would hurt them. He looked at me and said, " You don't seem to like being caressed." I knew I should and quickly said, "Yes it feels good. I am just afraid that you will hurt me." "No. Not for now. Trust me." He untied my legs then retied my ankles to the sides of the table to spread them and lift my butt to totally expose and open my pussy lips. He began to caress it which would have felt good except my clit was still tender and I was afraid he might pinch it at any moment. Just as I was about to relax he stopped and said, "Just as I thought. Caresses don't excite you. A normal woman would be sopping wet by now." I tried to tell him I was scared but he said, "Shut up. I'll bet this will do it." He took a short whip out of his back pocket that looked as if it was made of leather shoestrings and began slapping it along my open gash. My body betrayed me! In seconds the strings made a different "Splatting" sound as my pussy became wet. He said triumphantly "I knew it would like that! See if it likes this!" He took a leather paddle out of his other pocketand turned it me to show me it had small nails pushed through the leather. Just as I screamed, "No!" he brought it down the whole length of my pussy and one of the nails hit my clit. I screamed until I was hoarse but he kept it up until my pussy was all bloody and I fainted. He evidentally cleaned me up while I slept because when I woke he held a mirror to my pussy and said, "Maybe you are getting more sensitive to pain. See. You weren't badly hurt." He pulled the lips around on my pussy to show that it was just red. I was surprised as I thought he had turned it to hamburger." I learned from that. From then on when he caressed me I would moan in pleasure and when he touched my pussy I would fantasize about the sexiest thing I could think of to help me get wet. I was happy with his disappointment that there was no excuse to hurt me and even went further offering to suck his dick so he could fuck me. He even let me get on top so I could control his dick to provide enough excitement to make it convincing as I faked orgasms while squeezing his dick with my pussy muscles. I also learned to create fear by remembering the terrible lead strap so I would not get excited by light whippings until he could no longer think of an excuse to keep me any longer. When I was dressed He told me to come back the moment I even had a pleasant fantasy of being whipped but I assured him that would never happen. I felt proud of myself now that I could get pleasure from fucking alone and also the acting skills that had let me be released. I really felt cured in spite of the fact that images of my whipping would creep into my mind to excite me when I masturbated. About two weeks later Jane called saying "Jan I am glad you are home. Mike and I have talked about you and we decided we were very unfair to you.It was our fault you were hurt so much. We have been working on restraint and we would like to show you how we have changed." "I don't think so. I have been cured of wanting pain. It was not your fault. I wanted to be hurt bad but not now." "Oh I didn't mean we were going to hurt you. We want to demonstrate how I can now accept pain to get fantastic orgasms without being badly hurt. We thought you could learn from us. Mike has met a gorgeous man at work. I am sure you will like each other. Could you come over about eight to meet him? I hesitated afraid I might backslide into my old ways but as long as it would be just her being hurt I agreed. I got there at eight and was relieved to see everyone in street clothes. If they had been in their leather outfits I may have bolted. Jane was out of character for her. She was wearing a big loose dress going below her knees. It gave no hint of her fabulous figure unlike the tight clothes she normally wore to show it off. The only sexy thing about it was the square cut low neckline almost to her nipples that made it obvious she was not wearing a bra. A few minutes later Alan showed up. He was gorgeous! About six feet tall wearing a white t-shirt and jeans that showed off his big chest and slim waist and a huge bulge at his crotch. We were introduced and made small talk. I found out he and Mike were both executives of the same firm but had only met recently at a bachelor party for one of the vice presidents. I knew he made good money and was sure he had to have a girlfriend or wife so I asked him. "No. I am an old fashioned guy and todays women grasping for power don't appeal to me. I am jealous of Mike. I want a wife just like Jane who is willing to stay home to keep house and cater to me. I don't know how he got so lucky. She may be the last one alive." We sat on the couch while Jane served drinks. He was very attentive and was holding my hand or hugging me while he asked what I did. I lied and said I was unemployed and drawing un-employment until I found another job but in the meantime I was enjoying being at home remodeling my house. That seemed to please him and he made me feel good by saying I was lovely and had a great figure. He thought it was great that I dressed to show it off in my spandex mini-dress. I told him I thought he was gorgeous too and couldn't resist running my hand across his tight tummy. He grinned and turned to give me a kiss turning me toward him by squeezing my tight butt cheek. It was like an electric shock. I melted in his arms and was disappointed when he let me go to lay back again to watch Jane and Mike on the couch across from us. They were kissing too but then Jane slipped between his legs and pulled up his t-shirt to put kisses all over his stomach. Alan said, "God isn't that wonderful. She loves him so much. I would do anything for a girl like her." I was ready to do the same thing for him but then Jane stood up and said excitedly, "I'm ready." Mike grinned at her and said, "Good for you. Go get your whip." When she left Mike said to Alan, "I told her you didn't believe me when I told you that she was willing to be spanked or whipped when she displeased me. She is going to prove it to you even though she has done nothing wrong." She came back in fondling their leather whip trembling with excitement. Alan's eyes got big and he gripped my butt cheek when Mike said, "Turn sideways to me and lift your dress up to your butt so I can spank your thighs. Are you willing to do that for me?" She sighed and said breathlessly, "Oh yes. I love you. I'll do anything for you." She began folding up the dress until she stood there trembling with it just below her crotch. While she stood there Mike fondled her thighs saying, "Doesn't she have lovely thighs?" Alan gasped, "Oh God yes. She is going to have you whip them!" Mike began hitting the back of her thighs leaving dark pink lines then had her turn again to do the fronts. I looked at Alans crotch and his dick was straining the fabric of his pants. When the fronts were pink he had her face us and then said, "Spread you legs so I can get to your tender inner thighs." She began slowly moving her legs apart almost four feet panting with excitement. Alan cried, "My god! She is doing it!" Meanwhile he was fondling my thighs and I slid up my dress to let his hand get higher. Mike began slapping her inner thighs starting just above her knees and making lines on one leg then the other creeping up to her crotch. Her only reaction was little gasps and jerks at her dress to flash her naked shorn pussy. He had her turn sideways again and she opened her legs as he said, "Take off the dress." She lifted the dress slowly showing her body inch by inch with her stomach pulsating and her breasts bobbing with her ragged breathing. Mike forehanded her butt at the top then backhanded her tummy at the navel and began working down. By this time I was sitting between Alan's legs holding my dress at my armpits so he could fondle my pussy with one hand and my breasts with the other. When the lash came across the lips of her pussy it was the ultimate for all of us. Jane dropped to her knees to rip open Mikes pants and slide them down his legs as I pulled my dress the rest of the way off and unzipped Alan's pants as he pulled off his T-shirt. We jumped on their laps to drive their dick's into our pussies panting and groaning with excitement. I began having orgasms immediately. When they came we laid back thirstily chugging our drinks. When he had his breath back he said, "Jesus! Thank you Jane. I have never seen anything so exciting in my life." Jan. It got to you too. You were almost as excited as me. I came so hard I may not get a hard-on for days." I agreed it had excited me at least as much as him then he said, "Mike. You are so lucky to have her. I'll never get so lucky. You should make her so happy she will never want to leave you. Then he said, "You are wonderful too Jan. Your pussy is so tight it felt like a wet hand squeezing me. I want to make you my steady girl." My resolution against pain went right out the window. I said, "I love you too. You are fantastic. I am willing to have you whip me anywhere you want, with anything, for no reason other than to excite you." I felt his dick squirm in my hand as he said, "Really? You would be willing to suffer for me? All my other girls bitched if they were just annoyed." "Oh yes! I have been dreaming of a man to take care of me and train me to please him. I'll prove it to you. You can whip me now. I'll bet that will make a liar of you about your dick not being able to get hard." Without a word Jane handed him the whip. I went between his legs pressing my tits to his stomach and moaned, "Spank my ass." He hit me several times as I felt his dick grow but not hard enough then he quit saying, "Enough. I am hard!" I wanted to cum from the whip! I moaned, "No. That didn't hurt enough to prove I will suffer for you." I turned around to hold on to his legs then brought my head back to press on his dick as I gasped, "Whip my boobies." He whipped one then the other each a little harder than the last since I made no protest until I was at my peak of excitement then squealed, "Hit my pussy!" I spread my legs and arched up to feel glorious pain as the thongs went into my pussy and he dragged them up to slide against my clit for the next. After three or four I squealed loudly in orgasm and he pushed me forward on my hands and knees to fuck me doggy style. He was so excited it only took about a dozen pumps for him to cum but it was alright as I had one explosive orgasm from the whip and others from him. We are getting married in the spring. He is wonderful he pampers and spoils me between whippings and never hurts me real bad. He is so proud of me he will take me to Mike and Janes to show them a new whip I buy for him and that I will assume any position he wants to use it on me. It is just ideal. He will never hurt me bad enough to bleed even when I get so excited I beg him to hit harder. I never have to worry about going to the hospital. Dad is going to give us the house as a wedding present. We are both glad I will be able to scream at climaxes without scaring neighbors. THE END
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