Jills Fire

                 Jills Fire

                                                                  Chapter 1 Like A Shooting Star

                                                                  by roccodadom44

                                                                  roccodadom6969@yahoo.com

                   Swear I wasnt one of those, you know preying on your teen daughters friends, yuck, it was different, really. Sure I had fantasies, all guys have that fantasy, tagging the nubile teens hanging round his house, dressed like they wanted it, but it wasnt an obsession, I still dated, having been divorced for years, I had custody, my kid going to her deranged moms moms house every other weekend, had women to fuck on those weekends, a few quickies when the daughter had a sleepover, so I was all right, not a drooling, leering horndog. All this in defense of what occured toward the end of my daughters ninth year of high school.

      It was just getting springlike, that feeling of surviving another hard winter propelling you, energy soaring, happy to be alive, everything kosher, I was content. Pow, like a two by four to the face, I knew my kid was holding back, having returned from her moms, but when I coaxed out her reason, wow, I was crushed, felt weary, beaten, She had decided that she wanted to try living at her moms, who had gotten an aparment, finally, after living at her moms for years. She would have to switch schools, be an hour away from me and her friends, but she was determined, I knew I had to surrender, it was hard, but she needed to do this, why, I didnt care to guess, her mother was a cunt, straight up, miserable cunt.

     That she told all her friends, started to see her mom more, really stunned me, how quick she had moved on, but I did the same, all ready planning my suden lack of any responsibilities. To be able to bring anyone back to my house, when ever would be nice, so this time was not stressed at all, as I was a fast healer, did love her, knew she would be all right, she would either return, or become her mother, oh well, it was out of my hands, I refused to worry about shit I couldnt control, decided to let her have fun her last months home, letting her have friends sleep over several nights a week, this is where things take a turn, as they say

   The first few times I met Jill, she left no real impression, no first round knockout. That she became my daughters bff that year, that moment, they being bffs in teen time, I became more aware of her just by the nature of her and Brianna, my princess, being inseperable for those last months of Bri living with me. Jill was the clown, in the right way, she was funny, but also witty, sharp tongued, but self depreciating, wasnt imtimidated by talking to an adult, knew who was president, nice. We did hit it off, but again, I was not thinking pussy, more that she was doing a pretty good job of hiding her intelligence with her wise guy act, that she was missing something, Jill was good looking as I started to notice her, realise that she would sit real close to me, where as most of my kids other friends viewed me with much trepidation, I was rough looking for sure, Jill had a desire to talk to me, I was flattered, but not vain enough to think it was me, so I pushed her to open up.

   While my daughter and her other bffs goofed off upstairs, Jill would talk to me,sometimes over tea, like adults, hmmm, discussing this and that, serious shit, finding out her father was a disabilty cheat, stayed home and hid, also liked to paw Jill, fuck that asshole. Her mother was a drunk, hated her dad, nice family, I offered her real sympathy, she asked if she could hang at my house, I agreed, not thinking she meant even when my kid was at her moms, not that I still wouldnt have agreed, because as we hugged, me as a token of comfort, her fat tits grinding into my chest, her soft hands on my neck, her smell, glorious, sensuous, her smell, the way her hair bounced at the slightest chance, her smile always slightly wicked, her eyes soft, open, caring, I was shocked at my feelings, heart racing, breath quickened, jesus, my cock was stirring, not full on, but it was aware prime cunt was near.

   Wow, her looking into my eyes, that killer smile, askng me if that was a bannana in my pocket, that extra grind, my quick recovery, telling her that I was sorry, hoping and getting her being cool with it, her laughing it off, joking that she was used to guys pawing her, first time I realised her tits were fucking huge, she usualy wore loose tops, she was smart I said, teen boys could sniff out big tits, they were predisposed to go for the big tits, it was all biological, Im sure. Feeling worse, trying to get away, made her upset, we forced ourselves to talk it out, that I would admit my sexual feelings for her, that I was lonely, that I viewed her differently from her peers, who from the sound of things were having a great time cyberbullying a girl in their class, seems my kid was becoming her mom all right,so sad, so real.

  Agreeing to talk later, Jill, with an awkward kiss, throwing her lips at my face, eyes closed, me catching her soft, full, hot lips, savoring their brief touch of mine, the electricity real, her eyes opening, staring at each others souls, that was fucking wild, she stumbled going upstairs to join the party, a look of confused lust making her glow, me feeling torn, yucky for not stopping this train, flushed with excitement, how alive she made me feel, not only the possibilites of her young, supple body, her mind, her quick comebacks, the ability to carry on conversation, fuck, she read books, real books, not because she had to, she wanted to, the broads I dated all read fucking People, like the words mattered. No I  wrestled with it, but never considered stopping it, only how to manage it, so I guess I wanted it to happen, still felt like maybe I misread her intent, no I didnt, she was going to push me, she knew it wouldnt be a big push, we both knew what that fucking kiss implied, of that Im sure.

   After giving the girls sodas and snacks, trying not to catch Jills eye, doing it anyway, her smile half sexual half innocence, or I projected that, quickly back downstairs, laundry room, a single dads day never ends. Mindlessly folding shit, thimking nothing, she startled me, feet away, smile beaming, inviting, she was radiant, I dropped the clothes, kissed her, she responded hard, clumsily grabbing for my cock, almost smacking my boys, bad opening play on her part, I would teach her, its my gift. Her face was so flushed, she was gasping for air, licking her lips seductively, making sexy purrings, I had to have her, it was not possible to stop, again, I knew it was wrong, just impossible to stop.

  Her shirt came off, exposing tits to die for, bra looked like an industrial hoist, credit to Jill for concealing these beautes so well. Fingers brushing her on fire skin, while undoing her bra, the way her melons plopped out, perfect, round, flesh so white, nipples so healthy pink, the taste of them divine, her moans egging me on, she grabbed at my cock again, quickly I had it out, her gasp at trying to wrap her hand around it, great for my ego. Her fascination with my cock was cute, she knelt, examined it, felt, it, kissed it, weighed my balls, told me it was awesome, nice that. Her sucking was sloppy, wet, enthusiastic, trifecta, her tongue so soft and heated, her eyes looking up at me, so loving, devoted, jesus, I could cum soon, had to slow down, made myself listen for the others, noisy singing upstairs, wondered if all the kids came in the laundry room could I take my cock out of this angels mouth,mmmm.

   Got her up, long tongue kiss, her look of confusion, her confession of sucking boy cock, then those kids wouldnt kiss her ever, me explaining that I loved it nasty, the sloppier the better, she thrusting her fat tongue back down my throat, her tits feeling so heavy in my hands, amazing that she could be so large at fourteen, she was at least a D, little saggage, and again, her pink nips really finished it off, they were like gumdrops, couldnt help wanting to suck for hours. My cock rubbing against her soft warm belly, leaking precum like a teenager, she didnt stop my unsnapping her jeans, the zipper sounding so erotic as I lowered it, the sound of openings,feeling the heat through her red satin panties, feeling the soft pubes, knowing this had to happen, to late for anything to stop it.

  With her tongue in my mouth, her hand on my cock, one of my hands mauling a tit, the other snaked into her burning cunt against her panties, the feel perfect, fat, soft lips, steamy, her cunt smell luring me deeper, my finger sliding in, her gasp, the way her lips grabbed my finger, pulled it in, she wanted cock, Ill take that to my grave. Well, this was real life, daughter screaming for me, kids yelling, we parted lips, shocked, looking into each others eyes, fits of the giggles, fixing each others clothing, heading upstairs, last quick kiss, promises of more, soon, both sides.

   Seems two of the girls were cat fighting, though now they seemed more interested in out cussig each other. That they were both breathing heavy, clothes mussed up, one girl had a slight bloody nose, the other four girls underdressed and overstimulated, I was surely being tested, oh lord, my cock hurt it was so wanting out, all scrunched up in my pants, my shirt covering the bulge. Being the adult, right, I laid on them the get along with each other or get along home, I still had it, my daughter knew when I was there, no more shit, they all agreed to tone it down, decided to watch a movie, I went and got snacks, please feed the animals.

   Returning to the noisy room, outside the door I heard my kid quizzing Jill on what she was doing with me downstairs,hmm, kid was more aware than I considered, like her mother, always worried about what the other slag had, she was even using the haggy voice my ex used when she was bullying someone, complete yuck. Jill was peaches, going into a whole, over the top sarcastic drama about how we were madly in love, screwing on the washer, the other girls giggling, lots of ewws at Jills graphic description, fuck the cunts, I found my girl, cringing at that bit of tripe, brief wallowing in pity, at my inability to stop my feelings for her, quickly overtaken by pride, for Jills ability to deflect my bitchy daughters agression, knew Jill would be fine in life, she was wise and clever, her ability to grab everyones attention, she was a true diamond in the rough, so much potential, the semihorrible thought, wish she was my kid, thats something. I entered the room, giving her a sly, I heard everthing wink, receiving the best smile, right to my heart, leaving the kids to their teen flick, feeling right that we delayed the inevitable, wanted to make it perfect, not some rushed, standing up in the mudroom shit, Jill deserved to be shown how wild it could all be, or maybe I was just being selfish, either or, I was getting into Jills pussy soon.

  Laying in my bed, glad Jill didnt come to me, sad that she didnt, my mind racing, cock throbbing, I refused to touch it, wanted my seed in Jill, accepting what that meant, knowing I was gone into obsessionville. Willing myself to sleep, startled at her laying beside me, unnerved at her stealth, pleased at her gumption, her hands carrassing my chest, feeling her heat floating over me, our whispers so soft, so only for each other, our world, she had it planned out, wow, thats something, that she really planned it, wanted it that much, I had no choice. The plan was simple, done before, when the others left in the morn, Jill would stay behind, her mom running late, happened alot or sometimes I dropped her off, nothing unusual. With my daughter leaving early, her mom picking her up, that meant me and Jill would have all afternoon to consumate our thing, still not sure what to call it, knew what others would call it, statutary rape, fuck them, this was gonna happen, it had to happen. We spent scant time kissing, grabbing, giggling, lamenting, her flesh so hot to the touch, her parting actually hurting my heart, the void of not having that joy beside me, a dark, stark life.

   Slept like a log, finally accepting that she was mine, my cock would part those superb lips in hours, that was enough, all the drama wore me down, daughter leaving, Jills coming into my life. Waking early, it felt great to wake rested, alive, ready to greet the day, my cock drippng juice, I was all about the penis, still managed to leave it alone, wanted to be able to give Jill two loads, at least, today. Eating cereal, skimming the headlines online, loving the kids all sleeping, better to avoid them, get them on their way, scared something would deprive me of her, couldnt, wouldnt take much more delay, had to have her, didnt care about anything, only that, she would be mine.

  Christ they were all miserable, as overtired teen girls tended to be, snipe here, snarl there, loved that Jill managed to avoid the others bitchiness, her smile so disarming, she even got my daughter, a first class bitch, to laugh a little. When the others had been picked up, leaving Jill and Brianna, I fell more in love with Jill, the way she handled my daughter was awesome. Bri got bitchy, mentioned sacasticly that Jill wanted to be here, instead of home, Jills comeback was bittersweet, she told miss bitch that she would love to have me for her father, how lucky Bri was, how horrilbe her dad was and her mother not much better. I knew Bri would only get nastier, like her mom she would not lose an argument, at least not vocally, Jills wit went right over my daughters head, the difference in their intellect was startling, Jill was extremely crafty with wordage, Bri seemed to think fuck off was a clever rejoiner. I know I sound bad, dissing my flesh, but I did not want her to become her mother, the world had enough pushy, big mouth broads, no ones gonna argue that shit.

  Kids are mallable, they were playing nice, talikng bout the other girls, typical girl shit, good, fuck digital clocks, waiting for that fucking number to change, for once hoping Bris mom doesnt die in a fiery car crash, horrilby burned to death, feeling hyper, going upstairs to change the sheets, catching Jills smile, feeling my heart speed up. Her voice carrying up the stairs, music to my ears, again, her ability to control with her wit was very stimulating to me, so crazy for one so young to be able to spin words as if they  lived. The beeping of my exes horn never sounded so sweet, then the panic, in minutes I would be alone with a fourteen year old, jesus, I was sweating, trembling, giggling that my wood was stirring, it knew this was special.

  Trying to look casual, saying good bye to Bri, loving that she remarked about how upset I was to lose her, nothing further from the truth, as I winked at Jill, who slightly traced her finger across her lower belly, while licking her lips. Never going to be Dad of the year, but christ I was ready to toss the daughter out the door, fuck, go all ready, so when up the walkway came her cunt mother, fuck, I was getting edgy, Jill by my side, her whispered assurances so adult, so steadying to me. The cunt basicaly rubbing it in that Bri was going to live with her, Bri seeming to love it, Jill lookng angry, that moved me deeply, her need to protect me, the absolute knowledge that I was better off without my daughter living with me, it didnt faze me, I was always good with the truth.

   Felt like I was fifteen, first date, suddenly it was me and Jill, no more excuses, just us, it was intense, the look in her eyes, so excited, maybe some fear, her body shuddered, she asked me to, she actually said, please fuck me, wow, I was all action, door locked, leading her by the hand to my bed, telling her, over and over of my love for her, knew I was overdoing it, didnt fuck care, it was all just happening, I was a spectator to my emotions. Entering the bedroom, thinking it was now or never, knowing it was now, we had to, this train was coming.

   To my somewhat surprise, I managed to get myself under control, somewhat, remembered how to make love, not just fuck. Hugging her, slowdancing as if our song was playing, we heard music, tender kisses, face, lips, ears, neck, my hands gently stroking her ass and lower back, words of endearment, she was all trembles and sighs. The blouse was off, those tits, those perfect tits, straining to break free of her red bra, my hands, quickly and confidently, removed the bra, my eyes drinking in the splendor of her breasts. They were heavy looking, oh so healthy, the sagging expected, gravity would be served, even by angels, my desire to suck them not to be denied, her soft purrs as I sucked greedily, her plump nipples swelling, her white skin reddening, a fine coating of sweat glistening on her. My hands tenderly stroking her tit meat, her skin so smooth, so perfect, so pliable, I realized the joy of young flesh, funny when your young you dont consider these things, how nice and fresh teen bodies were, the difference as I felt her mounds was everything, no way I was getting this joy from some washed up milf, who you knew had attitude, fuck that, give me carefree, exuberant Jill.

   She wasnt exactly timid, as she removed my polo, running her hands through my hairy chest, panting that she hated that every guy she knew removed his body hair, well body hair I had, that she dug it was great, I wasnt removing it, fuck that metrasexual bullshit, men were hairy, girls werent, unless they were dyking or french.  Her fingers made my skin shiver, my balls churn, my cock leak, she was a natural, knew how to stroke a guy, make me feel special, with just her finger tips, neat trick that.

  We were overtaken by the giggles as we bumped heads, each trying to undo the others jeans, she winning, dropping to her knees, slowly loosening my zipper, feeling her hot fingers as they fished my eight inches out, all hard, all ready. Her look of lust as she stared at my fat cock, asking me about the leaking, I explained the precum thing, how it protected the to follow spermies, she licked my cock head clean, it twitching expectantly. She was into my balls, again weighing them, softly kissing them each, I suggested she suck them, she did, I was close, her hot mouth bringing me such pleasure.

  Glad I stopped her, took her hand, stood her up, nuzzzled those perfect tits briefly, my turn, I knelt and deftly removed her jeans, the anticipation heavy, the exposing of her panties so glorious, so real. I will always be reminded of her whenever I see that color red, so hot, so shiny, so attracting, my fingers curling her panties down, seeing her thick, light brown bush appear, the first look of her healthy, plump, uniformly perfect cunt lips, the soft noise as her panties detached themselves from her obviously wet pussy, some hairs standing straight out shining with juice, the first wave of her smell, my head was dizzying, trying not to hurry, take my time, concentrating on her body, how white she was, the sexy moles, one near her right tit, another on her thigh, near her crotch, her innie belly button, the several extra pounds around her stomach,mmmm, I loved a little meat, knew that Jill didnt obess about her weight, made her more real, not a calorie counting ragdoll

  Gently laying her on my bed, loving how she spread her legs wide, my first full on cunt view, again, she had a pretty cunt, not all cunts were equal, some were ugly, hers wasnt. Her anus gave me a wink, clean, pink, perfectly formed spincter, rush of visions of getting up there, knowing if I played it right, it was all mine, thats powerful shit. Kissing her, her tongue sloppily wetting my face, I slowed her down, led her, showed her, got her to kiss sexy, lots of tongue, lots of lip, little saliva, though I did prompt her to play swap the spit, I wanted to taste all her body fluids, get her used to the same, she seemed to dig this, greedily swallowing my spit, as I dribbled it into her hot mouth.

  Her tits were heaving as I sucked on them, now using my hands to work them, getting a little rougher, a pinch here, a squeeze there, teeth lightly scraping her fat nipples, her body spasming so erotically. My finger found her snatch flowing, her lips swollen, Jill was ready for cock, I knew she needed to have a prefuck cum, her gasp as I traced my tongue down her belly, butterfly kisses all over, her belly getting a nice tonguing, her giggles mixed with urgent, ego stroking pleas for me to take her. The feel of her pubes on my face, the smell of her sex, finally her taste, salty, musky, womanly, I wanted to crawl up her, live in her, be her, I was as lost as I could be, her cunt was all that existed, all that mattered.

   Realizing that as my breath fell on her lips, Jill would tremble, she was that sensitive, good for her, she would cum loud and completely, Jill would be happy. My tongue was as excited as my cock, working softly around her lips, savoring the juice, the flavors mixing, isolating her piss taste, as she got more vocal, more spastic, I got my tongue inside those lips, work her innerwalls, harder, simulating a cock, using my fingers to peel back her lips, zeroing in on her unhooded clit, standing hard and proud, like a perfect minature cock, she was gonna go crazy when I got down to that. She did, all I did was blow air, softly, across it. She jumped, yelped, pleaded for me to fuck her, knew it was to soon.

  I wanted Jill to always think of this as her best, a bit egotistical yes, but fuck it, I was gonna do my damnest to make it special. I could of just used her, I felt sure, even though Jill was a strong person, she was fourteen, I could of gotten anything I wanted, but I really did love her, didnt even feel yucky thinking it, just knew it to be true. When I sucked her clit like it was cock, occassionally biting her softly, she was getting there, when I slipped two fingers up her cunt she wept and bayed, when I stuck my thumb up her anus she exploded, her legs splayed out straight, locked, her head back, eyes screwed shut, tongue out, body shaking, tits looking like mounds of jello on an angry ocean, her juices running down my chin, me drinking as much as possible, she was a squirter, one of those blessed ladies who had over the top orgasms, good for her, good for me.

    As she came down, I gently kissed her cunt, then gave her anus a quick rimming, she moaning nicely. Moment of truth, as I snaked my tongue past her surprised lips, she didnt hestate, greedily sucked my cunt and ass flavored tongue in her velvety mouth, Jill was a piggy, awesome. Lots of women would of never allowed me to do that, that Jill did, wantonly did, was so freeing to me, she might be fourteen, but she was a woman, physically, menatlly, and most of all, emotionally. She knew my tongue was funky, she didnt care, she wanted to be wild, needed to be wild, my kind of girl, no shit.

  Her pants of thanks, how she never came like that, her admission that her few boyfriends didnt like to do that,  those that did tended to clumsily maul her so as to make her feel like she was at the gynecologists, that she said this in her husky, after orgasm voice made it so hot, yet funny, we were laughing, this was so natural now, Jill wanting to get me off, I telling her that I wanted to cum twice, had to go slow, wanted her to have many, her questions fast and compelling. She really wanted to kow the deal, like she was determined to get the most out of sex, that always made for a happier person, I say. I took her through it, how men came less, women more, if they allowed it, how lots of people repressed their ability to have fun, her solemn promise to always love herself enough to seek pleasure was so damn erotic, knowing lots of guys down the road should thank me.

  That she was stroking my cock, that I was teasing her cunt with my fingers, well, back to the action. I straddled her chest, her funbags squished between my thighs looking bigger than freakin possible, my cock resting lewdly on her lips, our eyes locked, I explained deep throating, how easy it was if she relaxed, tilted her head just so, breathed through her nose. Her eyes screamed yes, her lips parted, her tongue waving around, obscenely bathing my shaft. I went slow, took all my will, but an inch at a time, soon I was six inches down, two to go, her eyes bugging, her mouth so fucking hot, truely I was in heaven. Her obvious gulp, she did it, her lips aganst my pubes, her eyes looking up, so sexy, so hot, I quickly pulled out, knowing she needed time to adjust to having a log rammed down her throat. She attacked, sucking me down, out, lots of spit, she giggling merrily when I told her to spit on my cock, obscene, it looked real dirty watching her service my wood, she wanted to please me, I needed to cum.

   She admitted that she swallowed the few boys she sucked, never really tasted man juice, I thought that would change soon, real soon, as she sucked me down her throat, pushed me out, hucked a nasty, gooey spit glob onto my cock, then licked it off, as it dripped slowly down the shaft. I  had her kneel on the floor, standing in front of her, taking in her incredilbe body, her hands milking my balls, I stroked a huge load of cream onto her smiling face, some in her mouth, most dripping down her beautiful face. I scooped the spunk off her face and fed it to her, she greedily cleaning my fingers, I telling her to keep the sperm in her mouth, I can see the curiosity in her eyes, thats what it was, not gross, not fear, she wanted to know, needed to know.

   I have seen a lot of erotic things in my life, real and internet, but watching Jill, naked on her knees, one hand milking her fat tits, the other diddling her cunt, blowing sperm bubbles was as good as it gets. She was happy, laughing, her face still glistening from my spunk, she swallowed on command, sighing contently, her tongue seductively cleaning her lips, her cunt slimed fingers making their way to her mouth, eyes staring into mine, she smiled once she realized I dug it, she wanted my approval, my tongue down her throat gave it, I was in lust. Funny I had just had a balls draining cum, but my cock didnt even consider resting, it wanted her pussy, I knew I had to do it now, it was like it was preprogrammed, I had no choice, I think she would of raped me if I didnt, Jill needed to be made a woman, by me, now, enough foreplay.

   My fingers played her twat like I was the piano man, her legs spreading, her hands trying to coax me onto her, she wanted it, I gave her it. Looking down at her, my cock inches from heaven, her body squirming, her eyes pleading, I plunged four inches deep, she screamed, I moaned, withdrew,saw just a trace of blood on my cock, got down to it, hard in, deep, balls deep, slow pulll out, letting her tight lips hold my cock, milk it, how special it was, how incredible. She was responding loudly, talking dirty, praising me, throwing around love yous like penny candy at a parade, her orgasm was wild, like she had a seizure, my cock was trapped by her hungry pussy lips, her cunt juice sprayed my balls, her fingernails digging into my ass cheeks, painfully stimulating.

   I didnt let up, wanted to take Jill to that special place, multiorgasmville, she went with it, letting me drive her hard, she had several small cums, but when I got her to ride me, she quickly got that she could use my fat cock as she liked. She, like most chicks, loved my shaft rubbing her clit,  was grinding hard, squealing, sweating, drooling, slobbering all over me, so sweet, so exciting. She managed a loud, hard cum, I joined her, loading her cunt, balls deep.

  She lay on me, my cock still tightly in her, both of us spent, drained, sated, our kisses soft, tender, no words, none needed. When she finally sat up the noise of our sweated bodies pulling apart was perfectly obscene, we giggled, my cock plopping from her cunt, got us laughing crazy. I had to do it, as she lay on her back, legs spread, I scooped out my seed, fed it to her, she ate eagerly, greedily, so erotic, so all woman. Taking her to the bath, the hot shower soothing us both, much carrassing, kissing, soaping each other, all so sexy, yet loving, convincing myself it was all meant to be.

  Her needing to piss, another learning moment, telling her to let it rip, her giggling as I waved my cock under her heavy piss flow. When I knelt and drank some of her spicy pee, she was shocked, nice, but she didnt stop pissing or directing it into my greedy mouth. When I stood and explained golden showers and such, she wanted to try, but wanted reassurances it was safe. I exlained piss was fine, if done rarely, kidneys needed to work a little overtime, but not much chance of illness, unlike scat, something we agreed to leave alone, agreeing we were piggies, but not that piggy, yet. Pissing in her open mouth was so wild, she drank it, almost my whole load, wow, she was a wild child, when she stood, she belched, told me it tasted like warm piss, giggled delightfully, frenched me savagely, her wet tits grinding my chest just right.

  We spent the afternoon cuddling, kissing, whispering to each other. I made her lunch, we feeding each other the pastina and butter, no clothes, lots of touching, sweet talking, lovers for sure. Her wanting to spend the night, so damn alluring, to have all night was so magnetic, then it got a little scary, as I suddenly realized we had never talked birth control, fuck, we both kind of freaked, then, magically, we started laughing, side splitting, snot bubbling laughathon, me cackling that the baby could visit me in jail, she joking maybe my daughter could babysit, thats funny. I interperted it as we didnt give a fuck, we calmed down, hashed it out, both accepting it was out of our hands right now, worry later. Took much coaxing to get her to accept that I couldnt have her sleep over, at least not now. That I promised it would happen soon helped, I mean I wasnt bullshitting her, told her ther truth, wished she was my kid, she cried real tears, got me choked up.

  As she straddled me, expertly inserting my awakening meat up her snatch, it fit like it belonged, telling me her tears were from happiness, not sadness, she loved me, wanted to be here, safe, respected, that we were fucking while she told me this was so unique to us, we were really in love, I know its hard to deal with it, but fuck it, this was love. Told me more details of her shitty home life, dear old dad was a turd, mom a nasty drunk, I had seen her at a bar before, big tits, big ass, big mouth, white trash starting team. Promised her we would work it out, promised her I wanted her in my life, thats what she wanted, some backup, sucks being fourteen, confused, no adult guidance. Didnt faze me, she started to gallop on my cock, both of us nearing climax, that I was basically going to try to get a fourteen year old, who I was fucking, to live with me, thats pretty fucking ballsy, go on admit it.

   It was hard dropping her off, the ride seemed like a funeral, she holding my hand as if for dear life, me trying to be upbeat, telling her soon we would be together, not sure if I was convincing her or myself. Her ability to pull out of a funk, joking about how sore her vagina was, that she was going to walk like she got off a horse, my teasing that her butt was next, she got it, teased back, when we lived together, it was all mine, didnt I tell you she was spot on, Jill was born wise, one of those rare old young people.

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