That's all you get !

That's all you get! Part 6

Josh did indeed use me a number of times while he watched TV, and just when I had resigned myself to drinking his piss and swallowing his come during the commercial breaks while I continued to clean his place as I wallowed in self-pity thinking things couldn't get any worse, they naturally did.

"Hey wimp, you must be hungry by now, eh?  I've been chowin' down on the franks and beans I cooked up, but poor you've been on a steady "liquid" diet, huh?  Ha ha ha!" Josh said.  I really was starving and swallowed my pride as I admitted my hunger and begged for something to eat, but my attitude quickly turned to disgust at Josh's next comment:  "yeah, I got some leftovers from my dinner I was gonna throw out I can give you, but first I gotta take a mean dump. Hey, how about eatin' some hot turds from the guy who's satisfying your woman in ways you never could, huh?"  I was revolted at Josh's suggestion and I guess I couldn't hide my reaction as he looked down at me and began to chuckle.

"Ha ha, don't worry, I won't be feeding you my shit, at least not yet!  Yeah, for now I'll settle for you swallowing some of my farts, that meal of franks and beans has left me with a belly full of gas, besides which you'd probably puke your guts up if I had you chowin' down on my crap!" Josh said as he stood over me and held my head by my hair.  Relieved that Josh didn't want me to eat his shit, I didn't resist as he forced my face into the crack of his ass through his tight faded jeans, then   Braaappp!  Ugh! Josh had cut loose with a smelly fart right in my face, and he tightened his grip on my hair as he ordered me to breathe it all in.  "Enjoy the smell shithead, heh heh, you're gonna be gettin' very familiar with it.  Pretty soon I'll be using your tongue as my toilet paper, and once you get used to the taste it won't be long before I'll have you begging to eat my shit!  Yeah, what a trip, you're older and more educated than me with a better job and more money, but I've got you reduced to bein' a slave for me and your former woman, and to top it all off I'm turning you into my human toilet - ha ha ha!"

This was terrible!  Joshua was so arrogant and conceited he actually thought I was submitting to him out of fear or respect, when actually my only motivation was to serve Amber.  I had felt afraid to rebel against anything Josh had me do in fear of displeasing Amber, since she had ordered me to submit to Josh, but I knew Josh wasn't telling Amber all the ways he was having me serve him and now I felt it was time to make a decision.

If Josh followed through on his threats and actually had me swallow his shit by using my tongue as his toilet paper and eventually eating his shit, I knew the health risks would be very real.  I was shocked to realize that my concern was not for myself though, and that I actually felt aroused at the idea and the extreme degradation of eating the shit and serving as a toilet for the man who was fucking my woman!  No, my only concern was for the health and safety of Amber, since even though we didn't have regular sex anymore she did sometimes still allow me to serve her orally and any diseases I picked up from swallowing Josh's shit could be transmitted to her.

I knew Amber would want to know and that Josh wasn't telling her all the ways he was making me serve him, and so I accepted the possibility of Amber not believing me and my losing her forever as I told her I had to tell her something very important.  She could see I was very serious and allowed me the space to tell her all about my concerns, and I was surprised to see a very caring and compassionate Amber embrace me.

"Oh Johnny, I'm so glad you told me!" Amber exclaimed, going on to say that she had always sensed Josh's selfish, uncaring attitude and was not surprised that he would do this behind her back.  "Then you do believe me?" I asked, in joyous disbelief, and Amber reassured me that she'd always felt safe and secure in our trusted friendship.  She went on to say that just because I couldn't satisfy her sexually and was basically a wimp in the masculinity department didn't mean she didn't value our relationship and trust my best intentions for her.

In seventh heaven as Amber broke off her relationship with Josh and threatened him to leave me alone or she would make serious trouble for him, she admitted to me that she had enjoyed his conceited, superior attitude and his aggressive fucking style and hoped that she could find someone else similar soon.  I gently asked Amber if she thought she might like a caring considerate lover that would totally forgo his own pleasures and desires in the service of devoting himself completely to her every whim, and she looked at me with an expression of  genuine astonishment as she said "why of course not, silly!  That would be such a turn-OFF in a lover, besides which I don't need that 'cause I've already got you!"

There was nothing left to say as Amber's palm on top of my head pushed me down until my face was level with her precious pussy.  I knew what was expected and felt grateful for the chance to serve her, even as I realized that my dreams and desires of being Amber's lover were more thoroughly dashed than ever before.  As I began my oral devotion and heard Amber's moans of pleasure my arousal awakened and was promptly thwarted by Amber's chastity imposition between my legs, but my devotion to this living goddess overrode my sense of denial as I sighed philosophically and reminded myself: That's all I get!