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The Discovery of My Submissiveness

Part 8

       That night I had an awesome dream.  I woke up on the floor next to my bed.  I had a posture collar and a ball gag on.  My hands were bound behind me to my ankles.  Above me and on the bed, I could hear someone snoring.  I struggled to see who it was, but my collar was attached a metal ring on the floor.  I had no choice but to lie there and wait for whoever was in the bed to get up and release me.  I lied there for what seemed like hours before I heard the person moving. 

He sat up and looked down on me.  He was wearing a ski mask so I couldnt see who it was.  He was well-built and tanned just the way I liked.  He stood up on the opposite side of the bed and walked over to me.  Before he said anything, he untied me and leashed my collar.

“Come on, cunt puppy.  Lets go girl.”  He was talking to me like I was a puppy.  He was the man inside my head.

Then time jumped.  I was clean and made up and I was kneeling at the foot of my bed.  The masked man was in my drawers picking out an outfit for me to wear.

“None of these will do.  Let me see…”  He walked into the bathroom and returned with some medical tape and an ace bandage.  “This is better.”  His voice was deep and strong and demanding.

He ordered me to stand with my arms behind my head and feet together.  He used the tape to wrap around my chest like it was a bra.  It was only thick enough to cover my nipples.  My breasts were much bigger than they were in real life.  He then used the ace bandage to wrap around my waist.  He wrapped it around several times until it covered the curve of my butt, barely.  It was only about an inch or so below my pussy.  He then tossed me a pair of killer high heel shoes and ordered me to put them on.  I did.

He then grabbed a pad with some thick cardstock like paper on it.  He wrote something on it and attached it to a pair of nipple clamps.  I read it as he knelt down and put the clamps with the sign on my pussy lips.  It read, Pussy for sale.  It hung down just below the bandage/skirt in full view. 

He then grabbed a buttplug and used a small chain to attach another sign.  He had me bend over while he inserted the plug into my asshole and allowed the sign to dangle down behind my thighs.  It read, Ass for sale.  He then put me a thick leather collar around my neck with the words Cheap Whore engraved on it in pink.  He attached a leash to the collar and we drove to the city.

We went to the mall.  He handed me a small purse with some business cards on it.  I read one of them.  It said, “My name is Cunt.  I am a teenage whore.  Interested?  Call me.  555-7588 or 555-SLUT.”  On the back of the card were the prices.  “BJ-$5, Sex-$10, Anal-$20, All access, $40, Free BJs for the first 5 people who call.”

I was taken out of the car wearing tape across my breasts as an actual top and an ace bandage as my skirt with signs on my pussy and my ass advertising my body for sale.  As we entered the mall, I was ordered to hand out all 150 business cards to every person I saw.  I had to smile at each and every one of them and act friendly.  It was strange to me that nobody seemed to care too much about my near nudity.  I got looks of disgust and looks of lust.  It didnt matter to me, every one of them turned me on.

I woke up sweating and my smelly pussy soaked.  It felt so real, I couldnt believe how sick and twisted I had become even in my dreams.  I wondered if I needed some professional help.  But I was enjoying myself so much, I quickly blew it off.

I checked the clock.  It read 4:45am.  I loved the dream so much, I turned on my lamp and wrote it down.  Then I used my own imagination to finish my dream. 

My mind couldnt get off the ideas of giving away my own rights.  I couldnt stop thinking about being property to be controlled and used to please.  So I used my imagination to finish what would be my most extreme, yet impossible, fantasy. 

After I had finished handing out all 150 cards, my Master drove us home.  He let me in and sat me down.  He handed me a cell phone that was turned off at the moment.  He began to explain my place.

“You are my whore.  I will be your pimp.  You enjoy fucking and sucking and pleasing others dont you?”

“Yes, Master.”  I said happily.

“You want to give it away to everyone for free anyway, right?”

“Yes Master.”

“Well, if you are gonna live in my house, you will have to earn your keep.  Youre too young to have a real job, so your job will be my whore.  I will supply you with a roof over your head, food to eat, protection, and place to sleep.  You will work by using your hot body to seduce and charge men for your sexual service.  Understand so far?”

“Yes Master, I understand.”

“Ok, heres how it works.  You will receive ten percent of the full price.  This means you will get .50 cents for each blowjob.  I will get $4.50 for protecting and owning you.  You will get $1.00 for each fuck.  I will get $9.  You will get $2 for anal sex.  I will get $18.  You will get $4 for full service.  I will get 36.  My charges are for your protection and your management.  You will get to do what you love and earn some spending money on the side.  But there is a catch.”  He smiled an evil grin.

He continued.  “Living with me isnt cheap.  You must pay rent and pay for food and clothes.  Here is what I charge.  If you earn $100 in a month, you will be allowed to sleep inside the house in that little cage over there.”  He pointed to a small 3 by 3 by 3 cage in the corner.  “If you make less than that, you will be chained outside.  If you make $200, you will get to wear clothes.  If you make a penny less than that, you will be forced to do everything naked even if its shopping or running errands for me.”  He looked down at me.

“If you make $300 you will be given a bedroll and allowed to sleep on the floor beside your Masters bed.  If you make $400, you will be given an actual bed in your own room.  If you make $500, you will have an entire seven days off with full freedom to do what you please.  Does all this make sense to you, cunt?”

“So if I make you $500, you will give me freedom for a full week?”

“No, YOU have to make $500.  My money you make me is mine.  Your money is to be spent on this.”

It was too much at that point.  I was going too far with my thoughts.  But I just had to do the math in my head.  It came out to a ridiculous amount of sex I would have to endure.  1,000 blowjobs, 500 fucks, 250 anal fucks, or 125 full service acts.  The numbers made me laugh out loud.  Every day I would have to give 33 blowjobs, 17 fucks, 8 anal fucks, or 8 full services a day.

“Thats so stupid.”  I said as I let the dream go as impossibility.  I lied back down on the floor and fell back asleep with a laughing smile about my ridiculous fantasy.

I woke up a several hours later.  The sun was bright and warming my feet as it came through my window.  I had slept until 10am.  Alan was probably looking for me.  I checked my phone and I had a text from him.  I got excited as I opened the message.

“Hey, I guess I missed you this morning.  Did you go for your walk?”  He had sent it an hour earlier.  So I texted him back.

“Sorry, I overslept.  Maybe in a while.”  He responded with:  “Cant wait to see you, sexy.”

I could hear my mom and dad in the kitchen probably making breakfast.  I knew my brothers were at work because it was Friday.  I quickly got up and wrapped myself in my robe to greet them.

“Good morning, hita!”  My mom said happily as she cooked.

“Morning, mom.”  I looked around for my dad but I couldnt find him.  My mom noticed and answered before I could ask.

“Your dads at the store.  He went to buy me some flour and lard for the tortillas.”  My mom was going to make tortillas!  I loved her tortillas fresh off the comal.  Mmmm.

“Youre making tortillas too?”  I said happily.

“Not tonight.  Tomorrow.  Im going to show you how.”  That made me so happy.  It was sort of a rite of passage in my moms family to pass on the cooking skills to all the women.  This meant that I was now considered a woman and no longer a girl.

“Really?”

“Yup.  I think its time you learn.”

I hugged her tightly.  “Thank you mom.  I love you so much.”  She hugged me back and smiled.

Hey slut.

I was in a daze.

HEY CUNT!!!  The voice rang out loudly in my head and caught my attention.

Did you like my little visit last night?

Yup that was me.  I know you loved it.

My mind went from being loyal and true to my family roots to becoming a total and true sex starved slut again.  My mind turned and made a complete 180.

Did you forget about poor Alan waiting for you?

“Mom, Ive been going for walks around the neighborhood every day.  I like the fresh air.  I think Im gonna get ready and go if thats alright with you.”

She didnt seem to care as she kept busy in the kitchen.  “Ok.”

I quickly grabbed some clothes and jumped in the shower.  I scrubbed myself, I shaved my legs, pussy, and pits.  There wasnt that much hair, but enough to make me realize that those parts were not perfectly smooth and soft.  I styled my hair and put some light make-up on.  I checked myself out in the mirror like the voices had taught me.  “Would I fuck me if I were Alan…  I mean, a boy?”  I laughed.  I looked better every day.

Dont get too cocky bitch.  Remember, you are a slave to all men.  Stop acting like you are the hottest chic in the world.

I quickly dressed in a pair of short jean shorts that showed off my now shiny and freshly shaved legs that were so shapely and attractive.  I liked my legs a lot and decided that I was going to take care of them because they were my favorite part of my body. 

I put on a tight tank top that hugged what little curves I had, but at least showed that I had a firm and flat belly and small firm breasts.  I didnt bother to wear panties or a bra.  I was hoping that my parents wouldnt notice as I made my way out the door.  They didnt. 

“Bye, mom.”  I yelled as I rushed out the door before she could see me.

“Bye…”  Her voice faded as I headed out the door quickly.

I walked fast that day.  I wanted to get to Alan as fast as possible.  But I didnt want to make myself sweat while doing it.  That would be just gross.  He would probably break up with me.

A few minutes later I made it to Alans house.  He was outside on the porch drinking a glass of juice.  I waved at him cheerily as I approached.  He stood up and waved back and gave me a sexy smile.

“Hey there sexy.”  He said as we got closer to each other.

“Hey handsome.”  I wanted to get there faster so I could kiss him.

“Ive been waiting to see you all day.”  He said.

“Me too, sorry I woke up so late.”

“So THATS why you look so pretty today.”  He was so damn charming.

I just blushed as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me hard against his slim body.  He was a few inches taller than I was so I looked up at him with my sweetest look and smiled as he planted his lips on mine.  He was such a good kisser.  So soft and sensual.  My lips would go numb after kissing for a while.  I loved kissing him.  I loved the idea that I now belonged to him.  His hands wandered up and down my back as mine did the same. 

I had to make this even more exciting.  I didnt want him to get bored of me so I bent my knee a little so it would rub against his crotch lightly.  Then I reached back and took a soft hold of his wrist and guided his hand down to my butt.  He rubbed it gently before giving it a nice squeeze and a lift.  I could taste his sweet breath on my tongue as we made out for a good five minutes or so non-stop.  His hands never left my butt. 

Finally, we decided to take a break and we sat down on his lawn. 

“So, are you ready for tonight?”  He asked me with a smile.

“Yeah, but…”  He gave me a look of concern and disappointment.

“No, its not that bad.  My parents said I can go, but I have to be home by 12 or I will never ever be allowed to go out with you again.”

“Oh, awesome, no problem, girl.”

“But theres one more thing…”  I paused and bit my lip.  “My dad wants to meet you first.”

“Oh, thats cool.  Parents love me.”

“So you can fool them good, huh?”  I said teasingly.

“Ha, ha.  They just think Im respectful.  Dont worry.”  I loved the way he carried himself with so much confidence.

I couldnt help it.  I leaned over and kissed him deeply on the lips again for round two.  Only this time, we lied down on the cool grass.  He reached for my hand and guided it down to his crotch this time.  I felt his balls in my hand so soft.  I loved his balls.  I made sure I massaged them nice and gentle.  It wasnt long before he started getting harder down there until he had a tent in his sweat pants. 

After we finished making out, I never stopped rubbing his balls and his dick.  I didnt want to stop touching them.  They were my new favorite thing in the whole world.  I wanted to take it in my mouth again so bad, but I knew I couldnt in front of the entire neighborhood.  I knew at that time I would worship those all my life.

“You know.”  He said while looking into my eyes.  “Most guys dream about having a girl like you.”

I just smiled back and put my head on his shoulder.

“I guess Im just lucky.”

We lied there for some time with my hands remaining on his crotch rubbing until I knew it was time to go home.

“Well, I gotta get going now.”  I stood up and dusted myself off.

“Mind if I walk you home?”

“Sure, if my dad is there then you guys can get it over with right away.”

“Right on, lets go.”  He took my hand and we walked side by side all the way back to my house.

My dad was home and I was more nervous than Alan was.  All I could do was hope and pray that my dad wouldnt scare him away. 

We walked inside.  My mom and dad were sitting in the kitchen eating breakfast.

“Morning dad.”  My voice was shaking.

“Morning, hita.”  He looked my way and made a double take as he noticed my company.

I moved beside Alan.  “This is Alan.  Dad.”

Dads face turned serious as he stood up and stepped toward us.  He reached out his hand to shake Alans. 

“Good to finally meet you, Alan.”  Alan took his hand and gave it a friendly shake.

“Same here, Mr. Garcia.”  He looked my dad dead in the eyes with a warm comforting smile.

“Ive heard a little about you from Laura here.”

“Good stuff, I hope.”

“Yeah, mostly.  Come in, are you hungry?”

“Oh, youre having breakfast?”

“Yup.  Ms. Garcia here cooks a mean breakfast.  Laura, serve Alan a plate.”  Dad motioned for him to sit down.

“Thank you.”  Alan was so polite he even surprised me.

I enjoyed the act of making him a plate and serving him.  I made myself one also and sat down.

“So, where are you planning on taking Laura tonight.”  Dad said suddenly and directly, almost strictly.

“Well, I was thinking of taking her to eat and then maybe a movie if thats ok with you.”  Alan seemed so calm.  I was so nervous, I could hardly eat anything.

“What time will you be bringing her home.”  Dad was getting testy with his questions.

Alan grinned at me and swallowed his bite.  “What time would you like her home by, Sir?”

Dad smiled.  “No later than midnight.”

“I will bring her home even earlier than that.”  Alan sounded so confident. 

Then came the harder questions.  “You know my hita here…”  he gently rubbed my hand.  “Shes only fourteen.  If anything happens to her…”

Alan quickly stopped eating.  “I will take very good care of her.  I have a lot of respect for Laura.  I wont let anything bad happen to her.”

Dad just looked at Alan sternly.  Alan didnt stare back other than to show how serious he was but at the same time displaying his respect for my dad.

“You know shes my only girl and she has two very protective brothers.”

Alan then said those magic words I would never forget, the words that made my dad silent with trust.  “If you will give me one chance to prove myself to both you and your daughter, sir, I guarantee you, you will not be disappointed.  If I fail, I will consider it my own fault and ill consider it my loss.”

Wow!  He really was good with parents.  Where did he learn this stuff?  The words were so well laid, that it made my dad smile.  He simply offered Alan another handshake.  Alan took his hand proudly.

“You have fun tonight.  But not too much fun.”  Dad said with a smile as he continued eating.

The rest of the meal went smoothly as mom and dad asked about Alans past.  They asked about his grades, his parents, his hobbies, and other simple things.  Alan took the questions with ease.

After breakfast, Alan dismissed himself announcing that he would be picking me up around 6:30.  With a smile, I took his hand and led him outside the front door.  I knew my mom and dad were watching from the window so I gave him a quick peck on the lips and hugged him tight.

“Can I ask a favor?”  I whispered.

“Anything.”

“Can I give you the dress Im wearing tonight?  My dad would die if I tried going out in that.”

“Sure no problem, just call me when you want me to come pick it up.”

“Thanks.”  I said as I watched him walk away and down the street.

I went back inside wondering what my parents might have to say about him.

“Looks like a nice kid.”  Mom said first.

Dad just nodded.

“Well, I like him a lot.”  The smile on my face wouldnt leave.

Its been four hours, cunt.  Time to go play with that dirty pussy of yours and email your master to tell him you wont be with him tonight.  You will be with Alan.  Lets see if he doesnt dump you after that because slaves arent allowed to have other boyfriends, Masters are allowed to have whoever he wants.

Dad then took a soft grip of my hand and looked me in the eyes.  “You be very careful tonight.  I think you know what I mean.”

“Dont worry dad…”  I looked at mom.  “I wont do anything stupid.  I promise.”

With that said I practically floated to my bedroom to do my dirty slave duties.  The first thing I did was strip as soon as I was inside my room.  I picked up my clothes and placed them on the bed.  Every time I looked at that bed, it reminded me of the day before. 

Look at that bed, whore.  Dont you find it exciting that the only time you are allowed to use it is when you are acting like a whore?  You dont sleep in it, you dont sit on it.  The only thing that bed is used for now is for pleasing men.  How does that make you feel, cunt?

“Low, it makes me feel lower as a person.”

Thats right.  And you like putting yourself down like that, dont you?

“Yes, I do.”  The thoughts made me wet.

I took out my toys and strapped the dildo to the bedpost like I did the day before.

This time, cunt, you will rub your clit while you suck that cock.  You will please that cock for ten minutes and you will receive no pleasure because you havent earned it yet.

I waited for the clock to turn 11:15 before I knelt up and took it in my mouth.  I rubbed myself at the same pace I was pumping and sucking.  I was proud of myself for lasting a full five minutes non stop before needing a break.  It was a little hard to hold back my orgasm but if I concentrated on my sucking routine, it made it a little easier to forget the pleasure I was going to deny myself.  After a short break, I returned to my morning routine to finish my sucking practice.  My back was tired, but not as bad as the day before and my knees were just as sore, but I endured it much better.

There you go, cunt, much better than yesterday.  And tomorrow you will do even better until you can do a full fucking hour on your knees like an actual whore.

I turned on my computer so that I could e-mail my online Master and tell him I wouldnt be making our meeting tonight.  Much to my surprise, he had sent me an email.

Dear slut.

Ive decided to give you a few more projects for tomorrow (today).  On top of playing with your pussy every four hours with that huge dildo you have there, I want you to spank your tits, pussy and ass 20 times after you do it.  This, and only this, will earn you an orgasm tonight.  If you fail, you will not be allowed to cum tonight.  Also, in order for you to earn your orgasm, you must also finish your BDSM list.  If you fail in doing these tasks, you will be punished and teased and sent to bed. 

Have a good day, whore.

Master.


I didnt know how to let him down.  I didnt know how to tell him I wouldnt make it that night.  Just then I got an IM from him.  No cam, just chat.

“Hello whore!  What are you doing online?” 

“I was going to send you an e-mail, Sir.”

“Really?  Did you get my e-mail?

“Yes, Sir, I did.”

“Good, are you going to be a good cunt and do everything your Master tells you?”

“Sir, I have some bad news.”

“OK?”

“I wont be able to make it tonight.”

“Why?”

“I have a date.”  I got worried as he took a long while to respond.

“So the dirty cunt is planning on cheating on her Master after she promised to be loyal?”

“Im sorry Sir, please dont be mad.”

“Its ok.  What are you planning to do with this boy?”

“Just go to a party.”

“What time will you be back?”

“Around midnight.”

“Planning on fucking him?”

“Not really, Sir.”

“Ok, change of plans.  You WILL finish the list today.  But tonight, I want you to make it your goal to fuck his brains out.”

“Ive never done it before, Sir.”

“Youve got to do it sometime.  A whore like you cant go without sex all her life.  You know you want to.”

He was right.  I did want to have sex.  I wanted to feel the pleasure of a man.

He continued.  “Meet me here at 12:30 and I will want to know all the details.”

“Yes, Master, I promise.”

“Good girl. Have a great day.  Bye.”

The rest of the day went pretty smooth.  I put my toys away and spent more time at home with my mom and dad.  Alan called a few times just to check what was up with me.  Finally it came time for me to get ready for the party.

I had told Alan to drive by so I could take him my dress so he could keep it in his car until he picked me up for the night.  I had to sneak it out which wasnt really that hard because my mom and dad were watching a movie and were totally into it. 

I put the dress in the car and told Alan that I would see him in a couple of hours.  I showered again, I made myself up so well, that I was proud to be a whore.  I loved the way I had made up my face.  I dressed in a pair of jeans and a loose tee shirt and kissed my mom and dad goodbye.

Alan came to the door and picked me up.  Dad told him once again to take care of me and have a good night.  Alan looked really nice in a new pair of slacks and a flannel shirt with a white tee underneath.

Once I got in his car and he drove away, I jumped into the back seat and started stripping.

“Youre actually gonna do that in here?”

“Yup.  Why not?  Your windows are tinted.”

He kept looking in the rear view mirror to see my nakedness as I stripped and started fitting myself in my slinky black dress.  I slid it over my head easily and adjusted it as best I could in the cramped area.

“Woohoo!”  He called out with a huge smile as I struggled to adjust my dress.

I quickly jumped back into the front seat and fixed myself up a bit.

“Do I look ok?”  I said with concern.

“You are totally fuckin hot, girl.  I can hardly wait to show you off.”

“Why me?”

“What are you talking about?”

“Why would you take a chance on me knowing how I used to be.”

“Honestly, I always thought you were much prettier than you used to show.  I just noticed when you changed just how much.  Laura, you are very pretty.  Im lucky to have you as my girlfriend.”

That made me smile.  Excitement filled my body as we got closer to the party.  For the first time, I would get the chance to show off my new slutty look to a bunch of kids I went to school with, a good start for my new life.

We finally made it across town to a huge house that stood in a cul de sac.  A ton of cars were parked along the sides of the street and kids were walking around.  I instantly felt overdressed.  I got butterflies as we parked and got out of the car.

I adjusted my short dress and quickly grabbed Alans arm to lead me in.  As we approached, he stopped to talk to one of his friends.  Zack was an old friend of Alans.  He was kind of a real ass hole.  He didnt recognize me at all as he grabbed Alans hand and shook it.

“Whats up bro?  Come on in.”  He looked at me standing beside Alan.  His eyes scaled me up and down to a point to where I wanted to hide myself.  “Damn, dude, where did you find this ho?”

“This is Laura.  You know, Johns sister.”

“No fucking way.  Damn, youre bangin!!”  His eyes settled on my cleavage.  “Well, you guys have fun.  Theres cokes and beer inside.”

As we made our way inside, we had to fight a crowd of what seemed like at least fifty kids from my school.  I could feel everyones eyes on me as we passed by.  Many mumbles and gasps about my new look were surrounding me.  Standing in the corner were three girls I knew didnt like me.  They were popular and probably the most pretty girls in school.  All the guys drooled over them at school.  Tina was the worst of all of them.  I noticed them eyeball me as we passed by. 

“Alans going out with THAT?”  She made sure I heard her.  I turned her way and smiled.  She had a look of total disgust on her stuck up face as she looked me up and down.  I let the comment go without incident as we found a place to sit on a couple of stools in the dining room. 

Alan went and got us a couple of cokes and sat down next to me.  “Its way crowded in here isnt it?”  He said as he placed his warm hand on my knee sending shivers up my spine.  I nodded. 

It wasnt long before Tina came up to talk to Alan.  She walked up with a huge smile and stood right between us with her back turned to me.  “Hi Alan.”

He looked up at her and smiled back.  “Oh, hey Tina.”

“Its good to see you.  You look really really good tonight.”  She gently stroked his shoulder.  Was she actually flirting with him right in front of me?

“Thanks.”  He responded as he took a drink from his can of soda.

“You know me and Jose broke up last week, right?” 

“Yeah, I heard about it.”  He didnt seem too interested, but what was she trying to do?

He took my hand in his.  “You know Laura, dont you?”

She looked at me with disappointment and disgust.  “Oh, yeah, nice.”  She had such a bitchy attitude.  I hated her so much.  She turned her back to me again.

“So if you ever wanna get together…”  She looked at me and rolled her eyes.  “You know, just to hang out…”  She gave him a smile.  “Heres my number.  Im always available for you, honey.”  That sort of pissed me off as I stood up angrily.  I wanted to fight her, but that was just stupid.  Insulting her would be much more degrading than beating her up.

“What, your too ugly to find your own man?”  It was the first time I gave anyone attitude like that.  It felt good.

She whipped her long hair around and faced me.  I thought she wanted to slap me.  “Who the fuck are you anyway?”  She scaled me up and down.  “You look like a desperate whore with no titties.”

“Better than being a stupid ugly tramp.”

       “Oh, the bitch has an attitude!  I feel sorry for Alan for being with an emo whore who thinks that a dress can change her into something beautiful…”  She got closer to my face.  “Youre still an ugly bitch.”  She said with a  smile.

       “Yeah, it sure says something when Alan would rather be with an ugly emo bitch than a fake ass slut with a wide open pussy.” 

       The crowd that had gathered around us burst out with oohs and aahs.  Alan burst out laughing.  Tinas face turned a bright red as she stormed off with her friends out of the party.  I think I saw her crying. 

The rest of the nightwent smoothly.  We pretty much relaxed and hung out.  Nothing completely unexpected except the dumb random things that drunk teenagers do.  Just as things started getting out of hand, Alan asked if I was ready to go.  He never left my side the entire night and it made me feel owned and appreciated.  I got more attention and compliments from guys that night than I ever had in my entire life.  I felt sexy, pretty, and complete.

A fight broke out as we were making our way to Alans car.  I was happy to be out of there and alone again with Alan.

“Did you have fun tonight?”  He asked as he held me close to him leaning against the car.

“As long as Im with you, I have fun.”  I looked up into his eyes.

He leaned in and kissed me deeply.  I loved kissing Alan.  His lips were soft and gentle and his tongue did things to my body I never thought possible.  I didnt even notice his hands on my butt as we finished.  He let me in his car and got in.

“Well, we still have an hour and a half before I have to take you home.  What should we do?”

I wanted to tell him that I wanted to take him right then and there, but how do you go about telling a guy you want him without sounding like a total whore?  I placed my hand on his thigh and rubbed up and down softly.

“I dont know.  What do you wanna do?”  I gave him my sexiest smile and raised an eyebrow at him which made him smile right back.

“I dont know, lets just drive around a bit until we decide.”  He took us to a park near the mountains.  My hand explored his leg the entire time.  I was hoping and praying that he would get the hint.

He parked the car and gave a huge sigh.

“Are you tired?”  I asked.

“No, not really.”

His hand grazed along my inner thigh making me jerk slightly with surprise.  He gently caressed my leg up further until he found my sex with his pinky.  I didnt move as he started playing with my clit. My hand moved up to his crotch as I cupped his balls and hardening penis in my hand.  I could feel myself getting wetter and more excited by the minute as it was the first time anyone had ever touched me in my most secret and private place.  I was in love with the idea of what was about to happen.  I started breathing heavier as he leaned in and started kissing my neck sending chills of sexual arousal through me. 

I didnt know what to do next.  I was going crazy with perverted thoughts in my head.  I had never felt like this before.  He took his hand away from my now soaked mound.  I quickly took his hand and sucked his pinky clean of my juices which seemed to drive him nuts.  At least I wasnt the only one going crazy.   I decided to start kissing his neck to let him feel the same pleasure he had been giving me. 

I nibbled on his earlobe and whispered softly.  “I want you so bad.”  He pulled back in surprise.

“Are you sure youre ready?”  His hand was cupping my breast.

I smiled and nodded right before I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him as deep and hard and sexual as I knew how.  He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me hard to his side of the car.  He reclined his seat back as I sat on his lap.  I could feel his tool pressing up against my desperate pussy.

“Wait.”  He said.  “Get in the back seat first.” 

I quickly jumped off of him and into the back seat.  He got out of the car and walked around the back side.  He opened the door and dropped his pants.  I immediately lied on my back and spread my legs waiting for it to happen.  He then grabbed a condom and put it on like he was an expert.  I had actually forgotten about protection.  At least someone was still thinking straight.

He leaned in and on top of me.  I loved smelling him and feeling his strong body on top of mine.  I was about to let him take complete control of what happened next.  He put his weight on me and rested his hard shaft against my clit.  I could feel his godly balls resting on my swollen mound.  He then started rubbing my clit slowly with his penis coating it with my own lube.

“Here it comes, baby.”  He whispered in my ear.  I felt the pressure on my tight pussy hole as he slowly started sliding it in.  It felt like my pussy was being totally stretched and like it was going to rip open for him.  I gasped and cried out in both pain and pleasure. 

He stopped pushing and looked down on me.  “Want me to stop?”  I reached down and grabbed him by his hips and pulled him closer while I shook my head no.

He then slowly slid it all the way in.  I could feel his soft balls on me and I knew at that point I had lost my virginity.  The pain of his girth did hurt a little but it was overpowered by the powerful sensation of pleasure that gave me a lump in my throat.  I had never felt so satisfied.  I couldnt believe I was actually doing it with Alan.  Just a week ago the only pleasure I got was from my own hand and now this boy was filling me with an actual penis.

He then started to pump his shaft inside of me and with every push I would gasp in pain but I showed no pain to him because I wanted to make him happy.  The only look I gave him was a look of pure pleasure.  My emotions were all mixed up.  He started going faster and faster and with speed it hurt even more until it eventually went numb and all I could feel was a constant tingling down there.

“Oh, fuck, Im gonna cum.”  He looked like he was going to cry as he looked down at me.  His breathing was sporadic and intense and he kept pumping.  I didnt even feel close to orgasm.  I guess it was because of the thoughts that I was actually doing it and the pain I had felt down there.  Dont get me wrong, every thrust sent a barrage of pleasure through my body, but I didnt feel like I was going to cum.

“Oh, GOD, here it comes.” 

“Yeah baby, cum for me.”  It sounded lame, but I didnt know what else to say.  He gave a hard strike on my pussy causing me to scream in pain.  I think it sounded like I came with him though.  I could feel his length pulsating inside of me.  I had made him cum.  I was good.  I had sex for my first time.  But I didnt cum and that was a little disappointing.  He left himself inside of my now sore and swollen pussy and lied on top of me, hugging me tight.

“Oh my God, you are totally fuckin awesome.”  He said gasping for air.

I just smiled and held him close.

See what I mean, whore?  Its his pleasure that comes first.  It doesnt matter if you cum, as long as hes pleased.  Now you can say that for your first time, you were used as a piece of meat.  Get used to it slut.

Alan pulled out of me and I got a good look at his now limp and swollen penis as he took off the condom and tossed it aside.  He picked up his pants and zipped.

“Was it good for you?”  He looked at me with a glowing face.

“You were fuckin awesome.  Im glad you were my first.”  I didnt want to tell him I didnt cum.

He just smiled and helped me out of the car.  He handed me some tissue to wipe my pussy off.  I had a little blood mixed with the sticky mess of my arousal.  I couldnt tell if my pussy was throbbing in pain or pleasure. 

All the way home, I made sure I didnt have that just-fucked look.  I fixed my hair and make-up before I jumped in the back seat and dressed back in my shorts and tee shirt so my dad wouldnt freak out.

Alan got me home just after 11:30.  We sat in his car and talked a while.

“You know if you keep this up, I might end up falling in love with you.”  He said as he took my hand.

I just smiled.  I didnt want to fall in love because I knew he wouldnt be the only man I ever have sex with. 

“I hope you had fun tonight.”  He said.

“I had the time of my life, sweety.”

“Im glad.  Maybe we can do it again sometime.”  His face was glowing.

“I hope you dont think Im some easy slut.”

“Never.”

He walked me to the front door. 

“Well, have a good night.”

“I will.  You sleep good.”

He gave a gentle peck on the lips and let me go inside before he left.

Mom and dad were still up watching TV.  Dad jumped up and immediately looked at the clock before he said anything.

“Hey, how was the movie?”  He asked.  Guilt set in right away.  I wasnt the best liar in the world.

“It was pretty good.  We watched Scooby Doo.”  I had already seen it.

“Did you have fun?”  My mom asked.  She was looking at me with a huge smile like she knew what I really did.

“Yeah, but Im tired.  Im going to bed.”  I couldnt get rid of my smile.  As I closed the door I heard mom and dad talk. 

“Shes glowing, honey.”  Mom said.

“What does that mean?”  Dad answered.

“Shes in love.  I can sense it.  Shes turning into a young woman.”

Dad didnt say anything as I heard them turn off the TV and go to bed.

I turned on my computer and met my online Master for a full report.  He came on about ten minutes after I logged in.

“Tell me all about your night, whore.”  He was eating a hamburger.

I explained every detail and answered all his questions about my first sexual experience and how I hadnt cum.  He applauded me for giving it up for Alans pleasure.

“I gotta go to bed soon, so here are your instructions for tonight…  First, I want you to dress yourself in your cuffs and collar and leash.  Then I want you to rub your pussy until you almost cum and lick off your hand when youre done.  After that, I want you to clip your wrists together in front of you and your ankles too.  I want you to get that huge dildo and put it in your mouth.  Blindfold yourself and sleep with that dildo in your mouth all night.  Tomorrow you will turn on your cam and record yourself.  I want you to play with your pussy until you almost cum and then stop.  Then you will take your crop and spank your pussy 20 times.  I want you to count them out loud to the camera and when you are done, lick the crop and thank me.  Then I want you to play with your pussy again and stop again before you cum.  You wont cum until we meet tomorrow night.  Understand all this whore?”

I smiled and nodded happily.  Once again I wouldnt be allowed to cum, but what other choice did I have?  I wanted to learn properly and that meant I needed to discipline myself and have some self-control.

I got myself situated the way my Master ordered me to.  I was bound and blindfolded with a dildo sticking out of my mouth and lying on the floor naked like always.  I was getting used to sleeping on the floor.  I fell asleep drooling on the dick in my mouth.

When I woke up, I took the blindfold off and noticed how bright it was in my room.  I had actually slept through the night.  The dildo had fallen out and rested beside my cheek.  I sat up to release my ankles when I noticed a shadow coming through my window.  In a sudden state of panic I looked up.

Alan was staring at me with his mouth wide open and eyes wide.  I jumped up and kicked the dildo under the bed and started crying.  Now hes going to think Im a total freak.  Now hes not gonna want anything to do with me.  I just fucked up something bad…

To be continued…


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