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Chapter 7 Seeking a Cure
“You’re in remarkably good condition for a man your age,” said Doctor Abner Fogarty examining Ben Simmons report from his checkup. Ben’s primary care physician had performed the checkup and forwarded the result. “In point of fact, you’re in good shape for a man twenty years younger.”
“Farming keeps you fit plus I run and train with my daughter to maintain cardiovascular fitness,” said Ben.
The two men were seated in Doctor Fogarty’s office at his clinic in Salisbury. The consultation between Ben and the noted sex therapist had just begun.
“As I said before, I always require a complete physical before I begin therapy. There’s no point in curing the mind if the body won’t accept direction,” said the Doctor.
“Understood, I’m anxious to get started. Something happened this morning that bothered me,” said Ben.
“And that was?”
“My daughter, Charlotte, kissed me. I’m sure she was just being playful but it was a passionate kiss, not a proper father and daughter kiss,” said Ben.
“Used her tongue, did she?” asked the Doctor. “Got her dad excited. It happens often enough.”
“Yes, she’s very strong and almost as tall as I am. She kissed me like she meant it. It involved a lot of body contact, too.”
“It’s not all that unusual for a girl her age to be sexually attracted to her father. She knows she’s safe with you. She trusts you. And she considers you far superior to the boys her age who are less mature,” said the Doctor.
“I realize that, Doctor. It’s my reaction that concerns me,” said Ben.
“You were turned on?” asked the Doctor.
“I got a huge boner and it was resting right against her belly. She felt it.”
“How did she react?”
“She was aroused and ready. She pressed herself against it. Actually, she stood on her tiptoes and ground her sex against my penis,” said Ben. “It was quite erotic. I almost got carried away.”
“You said you became erect but I see in your answers to my questionnaire that you’ve been experiencing difficulty achieving an erection for over ten years. That’s in spite of a number of different drugs such as Viagra or Cialis. You and your wife haven’t had sex but once in the last two years and that ended unsatisfactorily,” said the Doctor peering into the folder documenting Ben’s case.
“Correct, that’s why I was shocked when out of nowhere; the one person who I am never supposed to get excited over gives me a boner. And I had not taken any of my ED prescriptions not that they ever worked anyway,” said Ben.
“After you kissed, what happened?”
“It was kind of awkward but I managed to end thing without any drama. I don’t know where I found the will to stop. Perhaps it was that my wife was upstairs fixing lunch. Somehow I don’t think Charlotte will give up on the possibility of father and daughter sex. She’ll try again.”
“Have you masturbated since the two of you kissed?” asked the Doctor.
“Yes, in the shower. I was so aroused I had to relieve myself. I can’t recall the last time I jerked off. I hate to admit it but I was fantasizing Charlotte and I were having sex. I find it very disturbing.”
“Describe what you imagined you and Charlotte doing in explicit terms,” said the Doctor.
“I’m downstairs in my favorite chair watching television. Charlotte walks in dressed for bed. She kneels between my legs and takes my cock out and sucks it. Lisa is close by in the kitchen cleaning up after dinner. I can hear my wife loading the dishwasher as Charlotte takes my penis out, kisses the head, licks my balls then starts to suck me off. After she’s sucked me to the point I’m about to explode, she takes off her nightgown. She’s naked underneath. She climbs up on the chair and straddles me. Her feet are resting on the chair arms. I stick my fingers in her pussy and its so hot it almost burns me. She starts begging me to fuck her in baby talk.”
“Fuck me, Daddy, fuck your tiny baby girl. She needs your big cock in her pussy. I’ll do anything Daddy. Just tell me what you want.”
“I suck her nipples while she places the head of my penis into her vagina. Once she’s got the head lined up in the entrance to her vagina, she tongue kisses me as she slowly sits down. I’m buried to my cock hairs. Her pussy is so hot it feels like my prick is going to burn off. She rides me hard as she whispers profanity in my ear. Lisa, my wife, comes into the room and sits down ignoring what is happening. We change positions. We’re on the floor. Now I’m on top of Charlotte pounding her pussy. Lisa is watching the news still ignoring what is happening. I pin Charlotte down on the carpet, bending her double. Her ankles are on my shoulders. I’m slamming her hole while she tells me how great it is. Finally I fill her pussy with come. When I pull out, it oozes out down to her butt hole. She reaches down and coats her fingers then brings them to her mouth. When I look down, I’m still hard and ready to fuck her again.”
“That’s quite an erotic fantasy,” said the Doctor.
“Later standing there in the shower with a soft dick I felt awful. Fathers aren’t supposed to think things like that.”
“Ben, you have a lot of company. I would hazard a guess that more than ninety percent of the fathers on the Delmarva with an attractive teenage daughter have masturbated while fantasizing sex with their female children. It is by no means uncommon. In fact I would say you were not normal if you didn’t. I’m more concerned when a patient tells me he’s been fantasizing about his son.”
“Describe Charlotte physically,” said the Doctor.
“Six feet two inches tall and still growing, blonde hair with blue eyes, she’s all muscle, nine percent body fat. Charlotte’s a beautiful girl but her figure reminds me of an Olympic athlete. She loves basketball and seems to have a gift for the game. She’s interested in the high jump, pole vault, and javelin.”
“You mentioned you train with your daughter?”
“Martial arts, tae kwon do, karate, kendo, limited kung fu, I was an instructor in the army. She’s become quite proficient.”
“And how’s her school work?”
“She’s bright, all A student, focused on getting into a first rate college, wants to join the diplomatic corps. Her Spanish is close to fluent. She’s hoping to participate in an immersion class in Mexico next summer.”
“Impressive daughter, is she interested in boys?”
“Better question for my wife, the last time Lisa and I talked she said that Charlotte was displaying more of an interest in boys. Up to now, she’s been the classic tomboy. That’s mostly my fault. According to Lisa, Charlotte had gone to a girlfriend’s birthday party and the girl’s mother told my wife, that there was a good deal of touching and exploring going on between the sexes. Boobs were fondled and cocks stroked. Some of the girls performed orally on the boys.”
“At six feet two inches she must overawe the boys her age,” said the Doctor.
“If they’d seen her knocking me around this morning, they’d run for their lives,” said Ben. “So, Doctor, having the hots for your daughter while you can’t get it up for your wife is curable?”
“It does prove you can get it up under the right circumstances. A possible cure may involve many things.”
“I don’t see why I can’t have the same reaction to Lisa. My wife is very pretty with a good figure and she’s certainly willing. I can’t fault her in that department,” said Ben.
“There are no issues between the two of you regarding willingness to perform various activities to please one another? For example, husbands often find that wives loose their taste for oral sex after marriage.”
“Lisa enjoys all kinds of sex including oral. That’s part of her frustration with me. My cock is proportionate to the rest of me, maybe a little disproportionate on the large side. She considers me a waste, great equipment she’d like to use but can’t.”
“You wife sounds very open minded,” said the Doctor.
“She and her sister grew up in a sexually liberated environment. I didn’t however.”
“Affairs?”
“None on my part.”
“In sixteen years of marriage, you’ve never once strayed,” asked Doctor Fogarty?
“Only prostitutes, bar girls, in the first years of our marriage. I was overseas alone for several tours. But since I moved back home and took over the farm, nothing, not even a fourteen year old hooker.”
“You said ‘not on my part’. That leads me to believe that your wife has not been as faithful.”
“Six years ago, the wife of the manager of the Winn-Dixie where Lisa shops called me and told me that Lisa was having an affair with her husband. When I confronted Lisa, she admitted it. She said that since I couldn’t satisfy her needs she was forced to find sex elsewhere. What could I say? I didn’t want to lose her and Charlotte. We adopted our own version of ‘don’t ask, don’t tell’. I love my wife, Doctor, and she loves me. We have a great marriage except for that one thing,” said Ben.
“Let’s backtrack a moment. You wrote here you’ve had a sexual problem for ten years. What caused you to decide after all this time to do something about it?”
“A year ago, I joined Friendship Christian Church after accepting Jesus Christ as my personal savior. Last month, Lisa and I decided to attend a weekend married couple’s retreat. At the retreat, I had a long talk with our Pastor, Reverend Morgan Thornton. I’d developed a tremendous amount of respect for Brother Morgan,” said Ben.
“I’ve met Reverend Thornton on several occasions. He is very charismatic,” said the Doctor.
“I really opened up with Brother Morgan something I haven’t done since I can’t remember when. I told him things I’ve never told anybody. It’s not easy for a man to tell another man he can’t perform for his beautiful wife. Brother Morgan and I wound up crying on each other’s shoulder. He’s had his own problems with life and love over the years. He suggested I seek professional help. He recommended you. In the meantime, he promised to do his best to keep Lisa satisfied until I was cured.”
“Satisfied how?”
“He has sex with her when he finds time.”
“Not the standard role of a pastor, is Lisa aware of your arrangement?”
“No, she doesn’t know anything about it.”
“Has Reverend Thornton kept you informed of what’s happening?”
“Oh yes, he gives me a detailed description of what happens when they are together,” said Ben.
“How detailed?”
“Time, place, what they did sexually,” said Ben. “Last week, he took her to the Comfort Suites at the intersection of Highway 50 and 13. They and two other couples had sex from noon to four. He climaxed in all three orifices. I really appreciate what Brother Morgan is doing for us. Lisa seems much calmer and relaxed since they started having group sex supervised by Reverend Morgan.”
“Anal too,” asked the Doctor sounding impressed?
“Lisa has always been into anal. She considers anal sex normal,” said Ben.
“Ben, if your own therapy involved sex with others either in an individual or group setting, would you object?”
“I’ll do whatever it takes to be cured. If that means climbing in a cage with a bunch of horny monkeys I’ll do it,” said Ben.
“Nothing like that, I’m afraid. I promise you only humans will be involved. I work with several colleagues who perform sexually with my patients. This allows me to observe them in what I would term real life situations. Observing performances permits me to rapidly accelerate treatment. We can spend months, even years discussing possible solutions. But observing you in action, so to speak, can bring about a cure in a matter of weeks.”
“Quicker is better. I want to be able to satisfy Lisa,” said Ben.
“Excellent, Doctor Natasha Simoneski who studied at the Freud Institute in London and specializes in domination and submission issues practice two days a week in my clinic. She happens to be available this afternoon. From our talk and my review of your answers to the questionnaire I believe that is a good place to start.”